Sunny and snowy, thanks I hate it
sometimes I wonder if you can hear my heart
shouting even if I remain silent beside you
the smallness I feel when I'm around you
how the phoniness gets to me when people
tell me I'm the one at fault and I'm the selfish one
never thought you'd stab my back all these years
after I presumed you dead from stabbing yours
If it makes you feel better, I'm single now.
Not over her, not over you
after everything I've done trying to run away
you were too good to me
and the way you dance made me think
I had a chance.
We're horrible people, aren't we? Cheaters
trying to win a game all about losing
you acting straight again and acting like I never
existed at all until now. Thanks for the parting shot,
I thought I was already in a field in the middle
of absolutely fucking nowhere and now I'm cold
still failing to remember all the bads
in our relationship
besides me in it and always thinking you
were too good to me.
YOU ARE READING
in a house miles and miles away from you
Poetrymy house had all sorts of problems with it, and since i lived out in the country i had to fix them. of course. these poems were inspired by my adventures outside
