Who Said This Was an Otome Game!

Chapter 2.1

It seems that a person who loves his brother so much like my older brother is called a "Brocon".
Just to what extent is he being a brocon, first of all, he's not leaving from my side. He tried to accompany me to the bathroom so Nicole had to stop him.
I thought that it won't be good at this rate, so I tried distancing myself from him a number of times but...

[Nng]
[What's wrong? Are you hurting somewhere?]

When I release a weak voice unintentionally, they'd suspect that my health has worsened, and even when I try to free my body, they'd still take it as if I'm hurting and they'd worry some more. 

I can't speak what I want to say because I'm not even able to say a word.
I tried telling him through hand gestures, but maybe because we've been too close lately, I couldn't do it well, simply leaving my in frustration.

[Recently, you seem to be wanting to stretch your arms, huh. Still, don't force yourself, ok? If there's something you want to do, I'll do it for you.] 

Our mother has been smiling while looking at my brother and I stick together, but Nicole's daily rhythm seems to be disturbed, there's an impression of a vien throbbing in his temple.
Even when he was back at the dorm, he used to write letters every single day......Honestly, I can't figure out a way to get him away from me.
In the meantime, I must get back my strength and be able to speak easily, that is my goal.

[Sheryl-sama, how about here?]
[N]

I shook my head, indicating that it's fine.
When I was able to consciously release Mana, I have never suffered from any major pain.
I can also freely use Mana even while inside the sea of memories, which even I think is amazing.
Gradually, my health is getting better and I'm able to communicate a little with everyone, so I feel that everyone's smile has increased.

And now, in front of me are different types of ingredients.
Food with high Mana content will aggravate the Dreaming Illness so they're properly sorting those.
It was discovered that I could tell accurately how much Mana I have inside my body two days ago.
After sorting out the ingredients, this time we're waiting to confirm on the cooking method.

[Shina's (it's probably a fruit) essense is no good. Should we stop here for now? Because a lot of materials have been prepared, Bellom-sama will be delighted as well.]
[Un!]

Probably because I haven't raised my voice in a long time, my voice didn't sound quite right.  
Although I can only nod my head as a form of conversation, but I was genuinely glad that the materials have increased that a smile floated from my face.
Although it's not for certain that it's gonna go well with the Dreaming Illness.
Nicole also look as if he's about to smile as he's taking care of the ingredients.

Apparently, other people seems to have no idea of the exact amount of Mana they possess.
When I asked how much Mana the ingredients have, it is said that even high-leveled magicians are not able to tell.
Is this due to me becoming conscious about the flow of Mana from the memory of the previous life?
I strongly believe that it will become the first step to find a cure for diseases rooted in this world by selecting food ingredients at least.

Now, I can properly release my Mana and my physical condition improved somewhat, which I believe to be because of "His" so-called past life.
Because other people are unable to obtain what I have, I'd like to do what I can with all my best.

[I hear that Bellom-sama will be visiting again soon. Lately, since his condition has been well so I hope they'd be able to talk a lot]
[You're right.]

Odilon Bellom.
The Sensei who's looking after my Dreaming Illness, was a secretary of state magic agency.
As the name implies, the Magistrate Agency is a government agency that gathers magicians and is undertaking magical research at the same time.