Dark Woods Circus: Kaito x reader

!!!!!It's Time for the Show!!!!!

Finally, after what? 2 million years?

I finally have the time to update and make this an actual chapter. I've been writing notes and thinking about it when I had free time, I've put together this chapter.

In math class, we had a sub and he wasn't really doing his job (not saying he's a good sub, but he could've kept a better eye on my class), and I was jotting down what I can do. So with that in mind:

Here's what I've been meaning to update!!!! 

Re-edit: I'm going to major edit some chapters before I reveal the new one. It's mainly so this book can be more clean and organized. It will take up some of my time to upload a new chapter, but I want this to be the best writing I've put into anything. I really want readers to enjoy this like the other fanfics I've read. They've inspired me to do more and to keep on going, I hope you guys can understand. I really appreciate the patience, it's going to be worth it I promise. 

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(Your Point of View)

Why is it so cold here, did Dad forgot to turn on the heater again? Or did I fell asleep on the floor?

I tried to grab my (f/c) blanket to cover myself, but I didn't feel one. I also didn't feel my mattress either, all I felt was cold metal when my hand rubbed the ground. Then I felt...hay? 

Huh? That's weird......wait, why do I feel something on my head?

Soon I opened my eyes slowly to see a patch of soft blue hair on my forehead, and I knew who it was already:

Kaito?

"(Y/n)....you.....no...sleepy?"

I yawned but it wasn't a loud one, and when I try to say  Kaito's name: I realized...

My voice is gone.

My throat felt sore and slowly traced the stitch marks on it with small tears on my eyes. Where the thread was embedded on my skin, the rough feeling of my skin.I never felt so violated in my entire life...I feel helpless, anxious and sick. I even wondered how on earth did the Ringmaster did this while I was unconcious? It was all making me feel disgusted, and the idea of not having my voice anymore was like someone just clamped a hunter's trap around my throat.

 I was shaking so much, my breathes become shorter and shorter. I put both my hands were around my throat, it felt like I couldn't breathe. I felt Kaito putting his head on my shoulder,he whispered assuring words like 'safe..with ..me' or 'me.here...(y/n)'.   I hugged him but he didn't hug back. I then felt some belts around his torso.He must've got another straight jacket. Great, now I have to undo them again.  But it's nice that he's here with me, he smells like blueberries and vanilla. 

I eventually calmed down after a good and long hug. It was so sweet and thankful to have Kaito here when I was like this. Even though he couldn't use his arms, his words were enough to make me feel safe. The moment feels relaxing until we both heard the voice: 

" GOOOODDDD MORNING MY LITTLE LOVELY DOVEYS!!!"

Katio growled at the voice and immediately got up and stood in front of me. Even though I calmed down, my eyes were still a little foggy from crying. I rubbed my puffy cheeks and my vision soon got clearer when I wiped my eyes.  

The Ringmaster was wearing a magenta tuxedo jacket, a grey undershirt, and dark purple dress pants. Their top hat was black with pink and blue tye-dye cloth wrapped around it. Their cane was a medium and black with a golden lion on top of it. Their eyes were red, and their smile was showing their, actually perfect, white teeth. Kaito snarled like a guard dog and shouted without stuttering: