TRI-POLAR

what are you so afraid of pt.1

everybody a life that is deserving

~xxxtentacion (jahseh)

JAHSEH'S POV

So, I was raw dogging a bitch when stoke called me. At this point shorty was about to dip cause I got a phone call but because i'm such a sly nigga as i'm on the phone with ski i'm still beating this girl guts up. YES, I know that I'M MARRIED and only have been for six months but i cant fuck Kaylah how I want to fuck her because although I would love my kid to death I cant deal with deformities.

Ski then told me that Kaylah lost the baby but I think Kaylah figured out that I have been cheating on her for three months. Ski tried to give me a lecture but he couldn't the one to talk because he just had a threesome today and all this week with different bitches.

I pushed the girl off of me because as much as i loved fucking bitches, I love Akaylah more she was my queen and I know that if she ever found out about this she would divorce me and not look back. i ask ski where there were and he said that he got her and i don't have to worry about her. He hung up on me.

I had felt guilty for all the shit I put her through because she deserves better. A hot liquid fell from my eyes and i didn't even know that I was crying. this is the third time that I have done shit like this. ( first was cheating with Geneva, bringing Geneva to kaylah's house, and now this cheating while, kaylah was in the hospital fighting for her life and the baby's.

I blew Ski's phone up while driving home until he finally answered. Sniffiling and I knew some thing didn't go as plan. I had lost on or both. my fear was living with out her. I then got a call from a girl named Nelly that i met at a party 2 months ago. She told me that she was pregnant and wanted to keep the baby. i now know that my marriage is over.