TRI-POLAR

NUMB

if you are sensentive to rape scenes and suicide please don't read this chapter because it is all fiction and No I have not been raped ive only been sexually by three out of the four people. so please do NOT read if you have or recently gone through things like this> if you want to talk to anyone about it DM me. thank you and I appreciate you.

A/N

ITS A MONTH LATER after the JAHSEH incidient but 2 weeks before that current party happening and Akaylah is dating a boy named Dimetrius. they are on a lunch date. when Dimetrius randomly brings up Kaylah losing her virginity to him.

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KAYLAH POV

"NO, because I know that's the only thing you want out of this relationship" I said. The entire restuarunt was staring at them. so I got up and left because things would've escalated fast if I stayed . my uber was two minutes away so I just stood there looking dumbfounded. I began thinking when I went to skyzone with the girls and how I thought that I had seen Jaylen, Harvell, Robert, and Deshawn.

My uber pulled up and I got in the car and was still thinking about who I think I saw at skyzone two days ago. I never thought that I would see them again after what happened in Chicago. the car came to stop and once I looked up I saw Ski, Wifi, Jahseh, Coolie, an Craig walking into my house. I don't really care to much because me and jahseh talked it out.

I get out of the car toward the front door. I open it and began walking the stairs. Until Jahseh asked where I was so I just looked at him and smiled because I lowkey still had hardcore feelings for him but if we ever dated again I would take procautions to save our relationship. I realized that I was blushing hard as FUCK and staring off into space. So, I waved then began walking away, feeling so FUCKING embarrassed.

Jahseh then stopped me in my tracks just to say "Please give me another chance I swear that I will change for the greater good. please baby. " and it broke my heart to hear him say that, then I felt a tear roll down my face. so I walked away feeling hurt as Fuck.

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DIMETRIUS

Deshawn, Jaylen and Robert pulled up to my house to discuss the plan about Kaylah. Basically we're going to a party. I will tell Kaylah to meet me there and from there Deshawn, Jaylen, and Robert will roofie and kidnap her. After that I don't know what will happen, maybe they will hold her for a ransom. all I can do is imagine the things that they will do to her.

they all leave my house in parkland, to go an discuss more of the plan that doesn't involve me, in anyway, shape, or form. I feel as if this shit they are going to do to her was gruesome. I don't think they know that she is still a virgin or that she is dating me but my only reason of dating her was because she was thick as hell, fine as fuck, pretty as fuck, and I just wanted to fuck and leave. BUT THAT AINT GO TO PLAN.

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DESHAWN

so me and the boys were sitting outside of Akaylah's house and I have loved this girl since the third grade when we first met. She is the love of my life and can never be replaced by any bitch that's why me and the guys are going to take her virginity TONIGHT. She finally came out the house looking beautiful but not for long. (I'm not showing her outfit because that's not the main focus). we traveled behind dimetrius's car but not to close to where she can detect our faces.

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KAYLAH

"please don't. please don't do this. I'm sorry. please. please. please. Plea-" I said before I was punched in the face as Deshawn penetrated me. while also choking me I couldn't help but scream but a punch was thrown toward my eye by Jaylen. I cried and screamed from the pain I was enduring. then Deshawn stopped pumping and I felt relieved until Harvell then penetrated my body, invading my space, my holy grail, my prize.

I cried as he continued to punch me in the face multiple time. My eyes were swollen shut. I could barely see anything at all. he stopped for a second but then Jaylen waited for Harvell to finished then he placed his dick at my entrance and the pushed in to me roughly as I screamed for him to stop but he didn't listen so I just cried.

Robert watched it all happen but he was pointing a gun at my head and had a blank expression on face as if he had felt pity for me. Jaylen then asked if "everybody finished ''. they all said yes to his question so he then began punching me with all of his might. I was coughing up blood with my entire face swollen, my nose was broken and bleeding. I felt NUMB.

I tried to get off of the cold concrete floor in the warehouse that was for boats but I had zero strength in my body to even move so I laid there. until I felt that I had enough strength in my body. my body was exposed to the world, until I found the clothes had on from the party. I winced and limped and cried but I finally made it to my house and I remembered that I had left my phone in my room.

Once I got in to my room, I went straight to my private bathroom and ran my shower water. I began to examine my body and face that was bruised and swollen, I was beat black, purple, red, green, and blue. then, I stepped In he shower and began to scrub away my misery, pain, depression but it never worked so I got out of the shower and began the search for a screwdriver and a pencil sharpener.

Luckly I had both in my room. I got dressed in a Winnie the pooh onesie and began my suicide note.

"as much as you all have loved me. I have endured to much in my life. I've been cheated on, raped by people that said that they would never would never hurt and on 03/14/16 my innocence was taken from me by Deshawn, Harvell, and Jaylen as Robert watched the entire thing with pitty and pleasure written across his face. I have even been bullied.

I LOVE YOU ALL,

SINCERLY, AKAYLAH,KAYLAH, AND KAYLA

So I began to wince and scream as I slit my wrist with the blade. I slit my wrist from left to right. as I sat on the floor

I finally had both wrist cut. as I began to go in and out of consciousness just as I was about to pass out tyshanna and Janiya opened the door as they rushed over to my half dead bodied. checking for a pulse and shaking my face repeatedly. Janiya then carried me to the car and rushed me to "Broward health north hospital". I could feel my body being lifted as I was becoming unconscious but could still feel every thing. Me and kayla then left our vessel to see what was happen. they said that I was going into surgery with a faint pulse. I had a faint pulse that they could barely even detect the beat. we started turning blue.

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