TRI-POLAR

What Are You So Afraid Of pt.2

Nobody cares until your dead

~xxxtentacion(jahseh)

This will be a lengthy chapter so get some snack. cause this chapter might actually confuse you ok. there will be multiple flash back to give you more of a understanding of the scenery. you you'll also get a back story on one of the lead female main character.

~ akaylah, kaylah, and kayla

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May 9th, 1998. 5:09pm

Elizabeth(Akaylah's biological mom)

i cant it hurt too much, i need a c-section, why is my epidural not working". I held my father"s hand and i could tell that he was disappointed.

"one last push okay, she is almost here". The nurse said. I felt like like i was about to burst but in the next 10 seconds my life would change drastically because i would be a 17 year old mother that gave up her third child to give her baby girl a better life. i knew that my father would rape Akaylah just like how he did me. Once she turned 13, the same way he did me.

*cue baby cries*

I began to feel light headed but i didn't want to go that soon. i new that it was a high pregnancy i saw the light and i tried to run away from it but the black room shallow. so i have no option but to go towards it.

i saw my mom through the white light. She died from brain trauma caused by my abusive ass father that had no remorse for no one but himself. That's why Akaylah's adoptive mother was at the hospital ready to take her away from the devil that  I called my father.

I felt ashamed because I called that man my father and he was the father of my three children that were all given up for adoption. my mother began to sing.

*play the song now*

"there's a light. Inside the dark.

see the days are long and cold and broken.

filled with scars.

i know it ain't easy to keep moving on.

So, you can come on home to me.

                                                                                                ***

Don't go, Don't go

on back

come on home, baby

back to me

don't leave 'cause i

need you back

come and lay your head down

next to me"

Tears ran down my face once she finished I singing but it broke my heart even more to know that, My little girl and both of my boys would never find at eighteen because im dead. I knew that they would be in good hands 'cause they would all be together.