Human Grenade (my hero academia x reader)

A permanent change!? part:one

(Bakugou P.O.V)

Every since that incident with the stupied green slime fucker my sister is either checking up on me or locked in her room and when's she's in her room I always hear her say Deku's or All might name. And when she checks up on me she always asked questions if I'm ok like ALL THE DAMN TIME ITS ANNOYING. I really feel bad she's a wreck, I don't know, that spark in her left. it's hard to explain but it's probably stupid Deku's fault. I saw her leave early but I didn't really say bye or anything I guess I have been thinking about the hole slime incident. I guess it's fucked both of us. Maybe it's a twin thing.

I walk to see like normal but I felt weird like a heat in my stomach did I eat something bad? I'm about to open my class room door when I hear a loud ass fucking familiar voice what the fuck

"DO YOU REMEMBER ME ITS ME THE GIRL YOU BULLIED THE ONE YOU CALL A VILLAN." Said my sister.... wait SISTER

I said "what the fuck are you doing" with wide eyes she then stared talking about how she's teaching her a lesson.  I looked over at the girl and I recognize her shes one of those bitchy bully's. I was beyond shocked I mean I always knew that when you get her mad she gets angry more scary then me. I ask her what the hell she was doing she only told me she was teaching her a lesson.

I was shocked. And even more shocked at the words I said next, I said that's only villains act like that. She just stood there and ran out. I wanted to chase her but I knew she wouldn't want to talk to me, she never will, I know that she loves me but she will always hate me in someway. Hell I was the fucking one who ruined her. I was the reason why people see her as a villan. The only one she trust is that fucking idiot Deku. All my life I have been wanting to protect my sister but I've only caused her pain, and she acts like nothing is wrong in the world putting on that fake fucking smile wanting people to accept her so badly that she puts on a fake act that's not her. but she's never acted like this. Is she just finally tired of everything did she snap? Maybe this is who she really is? I don't know or care cause I will be there for her when she needs me any day or time, I'm her brother and that's what brothers do. FUCK IT I start to run after her.

(Y/n P.OV)

I have no damn idea what's going one with me but somethings wrong I don't know what this feeling is this adrenaline is this how my brother feels, this has happened before in my first year in junior high and it was when izu-kun and my brother had missed school for about a week cuz they both had the flu (I know what a coincidence) and since my brother wasn't there the some group of kids came wanting to bully me, hell in fact almost every kid that my brother had bullied or tormented saw an opportunity and me being his twin helpless sister they thought that by hurting me katsuki would stop.

(mini flashback)

"hey bakugo-chan I see that your brother isn't here, what happed~" I sigh just wanting to go home "he's sick" I simply say from the corner of my eye I see him smirk, I ignored it thinking nothing of it.

(after school: still flashback)

I'm walking home like normal with my headphones on like normal until I feel an arm around me and another on my mouth then a blindfold, next thing I know I'm in some ally with a bunch of boys and some girls "y/n~ we know that your so quiet and you don't cause trouble but still your a bakugo you have the same DNA as your brother so your no different I presume so we going to teach your brother a lesson so he knows how it feels to be hurt.~ they all ganged up on me and stared to punch and kick me this went on for a while until I had enough there was this pit of anger and this voice in my head that said ~kill kill kill~ and at that moment I exploded my body moved on is own my hands grabing some of then burning them with my quirk "LIISTEN HERE YOU FUCKERS LIKE YOU SAID I HAVE THE SAME DNFUCKINA AS MY BROTHER AND SINCEEE MY QUIRK IS MORE POWERFULL YOU SHOULD GUESS I'M WORSE THEN HIM SO I'M A TEACH YOU A LESSON FOR FUCKING WITH ME AND IF ANY OF YOU TELL ANYONE AND I MEAN ANYONE I'LL KILL ALL OF YOU" then I start to take out all of my anger I had for all those years of hate, anger, and guilt .

the rest was a blur but all I know is by the time I came to my senses the group of 5 were all unconscious I was shocked and don't know what to do so I ran home putting on my fake act/smile and never telling anyone not even izuku and all I hoped non of them said anything either. It had been two weeks since the incident and two had transferred schools two always looked at me with s much fear and the one I never saw again.

(end of flash back)

I feel like i've been running for hours my legs are getting tired trying so hard to loss my brother but hes still going strong he must have trained so hard to have so much stamina, I decide to run up the rooftop (I know I know no need to tell me) not seeing my brother anymore I walk up the stairs slowly trying to calm down and also catching my breath but the catching breath part isn't working since well I'm walking on STAIRS my worst enemy. I open the door looking behind me making sure my brother didn't catch up. I go an sit down resting my eyes "you run so fucking slow if you want to be a hero you need to work on that" I shot my eyes open turning to see my one and only brother "h-h-how the hell d-did you know I-I-I was here" I say shocked as of how he knew I would be up here and cursing myself for forgetting that there's two ways to get the schools rooftop. "I'm your brother I know this is you and fucking dekus place to hang out, so instead of running after you like an idiot I decided to take the other said" katsuki finishes I look down not wanting to let me see me like this "sis can you explain what happened please" I look at him shocked because I saw a new emotion in his eyes I had never seen before desperation.

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omg guys I now its been like forever and let me explain I suffer from depression and anxiety and because o that I stared to have troubles in school and in life, hell I was so fucking close to drinking pills but I didn't. and I'm fine and I'm here getting better starting to make to make things right. although I failed my first year of high school I'm fine and ready to try harder next year, its summer break for me and I'm starting to get better so I decided to finish the chapter I stared on two mouths ago (I think I don't really remember how long its been) and I will be posting a lot more then I did for the past mouth or two, I will have good and bad days but I'm going to keep on writing this book because I love you guys and I enjoy writing so a huge thank you to you all for being so patient. see you next time ;)

-me