I was told to search for a purpose
Where can I purchase it?
I was told to try harder
to be a little smarter
People say love is real
I'm sick of it
How could I agree, if I've never felt it?
All I'll ever be is a misfit
I don't fit in anywhere
It's feeling kind of bare.
In this place I call my home
No one to talk to, No one to hold
I feel like a puppet, I am being controlled
I don't know who to trust
or should let them all go?
Finally let the demons have there way?
Cause none of my friends never really stay
All I'll do is push you away
I don't want you to deal with the demons
They can't stop the bleeding
It's okay, I'm fine
All I really do is hide behind my lies
Sooner or later I'm gonna pay the price
