I knew after that he wouldn't want me
He'd throw me away like trash
But I was okay with it
We were on and off
I thought that's how relationships work
Them only wanting you for sex or money then throwing you away
In the back of my mind I knew it was wrong
But I didn't care because he said he loved me
And I felt so much joy but now I understand
He didn't want me
He wanted my body
