Life is always good and bad

chapter 1 "Life"

  "Nicole love please report to the principal's office" the speaker announced

"have fun Nicole"  says Lauren  and Logan laughing  

"what ever"  I walk away says.

"what the hell is  wrong with you coming to school with a knife are you stupid" says the principal

  "did you even think i took it with me to hurt myself do you not see the cuts all over my body i swear you are so stupid and blind-"

then the ball rings " also who cares it's graduation day  bye" i ran out the door saying "come on we are leaving to Danny's house lets go!!"

i yell to Lauren and Logan as we ran to my  rental car we go to Lauren's house so she can get her stuff when to Logan's now mine

"wait in the car okay" i ran into my get my stuff and leave

"go go go your step dad is coming" yell Lauren  i drive off

(i miss you mom why did you have to leave  i miss the times we would stay up watching twilight, save haven, and charmed also when we would got to the park get ice cream and hang out with each other)  

"Nicole your phone is ring!!" Logan yells at me

"hello" i say into the phone

"is this Nicole Love" the man said

"yes how many i help you" i ask

"you have to came get your truck we have no more room for it." he says

"oh yeah i can come get it" I say

"okay  you can leave the rental car here" he says hanging up 

"what was that about Nicole" Lauren asks

"we are going to get my truck from  where i stored it" i say  we get my truck

"Logan you get driving" i say 

"okay" he says

"it's all your fault you should have died not your mom i hate you i wish you were never born" he yells as he starts to cut me

"father g-get away from me please NO!!!!!!!!"

"Nicole Nicole wake up" Nicole WAKE UP!!!"

"where am i???"

"ssh it was just a dream your okay he's not going to get you you're okay" Logan says

"how long was i sleeping Logan"

"6 hours you been yelling  to your father to get off me what happen in your dream it's okay to tell me" he says

"it was my father he was cutting me telling me it's my fault that my mom died and I wished I died not her"

"ssh i'm here for you we are not going to let him hurt you anymore"

"Yeah" says Lauren

"wait you are driving   Lauren"

"yeah 3 hours ago Logan got tire so i started driving"

"oh Lauren Logan i'm scared what if he does something to me??"

"we are never going to let he do not worry"

"Lauren can you stop i'm Hungry plzzzzzzzzzz"