Bad Girls can be Good

~~Chapter 20~~

The words weren't much but they did the job , I looked around the now trashed room :shattered glass lined the floor and the counter , standing behind the centre counter in the middle of the room was my loving aunt and slut bag of a mother . My aunt was holding a glass in one hand and my mother's hair in the other , most of the weave was already out. My mother's hand was in a fist and she held my aunt's throat in the other . They stood shocked and surprised to see me , my eyes we scared , and my pale cheeks were lined with tear strikes and my hands were trembling like an earth quake was taking place . Now of us said anything , they slowly released each other and stood fixing their clothes . "Kat, hunny , how long were you standing out there?" My aunt sounded concerned , like she was hoping I had only come down the stairs and heard the fighting and not the whole conversation . "I heard everything ." I slowly walked towards the two half dressed women , "hey baby , how you doing . How was" --"save it Cathrin!" I cut off my mother , "aunt Joy , I apologise for my mother's childish antics , she doesn't have much sense , the cocaine , meth , pot and everything else wiped it out . So I apologise for her ." I turned from my aunt to look at the sorry excuse I have for a mother and said "and Cathrin , I'm sorry you travelled all this way to have to go back empty handed . So I will help you gather your.......umm.....stuff (meaning her weave) so you can get back in L.A with no time waisted ." A shocked look ran over my (ughh) mother's face as I said that . "No,no . Your coming with me miss." She reached for my arm but I pulled back and took a step back towards my aunt . "NO! I am done letting you fuck my life over the way you fuck every man u meet . I'm staying here with aunt Joy , she understands me and she actually cares about me . Unlike you , who sticks me in a closet when ever your having one of your 'sums' which are never a normal 3 sum." *SLAP* my face swung to aside as my mother's hand planted a print on it . The room was completely silent , I held the side of my face as the heat of the slap turned my pale cheek to a burning red . I was so pissed at the bitch , if she though she had a single chance before! she lost it all with that slap . My aunt stood with her eyes wide and her jaw dropped , I shifted my eyes off of her and on to S.O.B of a mother I have standing with a shocked look on her face . The bitch slapped me! and she's in shock , what the hell . My face went from fury to anger to pain . I was done , that was the last straw , she would never have me , never again . I knew what I had to do , I closed my eyes slightly to let the tears cool my burning cheek , I dashed past my mother knocking her into the centre counter . I ran all the way up the stairs , missing out one with every step , holding back the tears that were fighting their way out of my eyes . When I reached my room I ran in and slammed the door still holding the handle , my heart was beating so fast I could feel it through my ears . I took in a few deep breaths , and then it happened , the heart break kicked in . I slid my back down the door until my butt met the carpet and my knees met my chest . 'How could she do this to me , again . All she ever does is screw up my life *sniff*wipe* and then finally get a good one she wants to mess that up too *sniff*wipe* Its not fair!' I couldn't hold the tears back anymore , I rested my head on my knees and my arms around my stomach, I closed my eyes and tried to remember a time that I was happy before now , there were none . 'I wasn't going to let her ruin me again , not again ,' and with those words I lifted my head , wiped away my tears and sucked down whatever pain I had left and locked it away . I searched the room and then nodded my head , 'i had to run away . Just until she was gone , then I could have this have this life back .' I quickly lifted up my backpack out of the corner and placed it on my bed open , I walked back to the drawers and took out my shirts first , then my jeans , my tinker bell bed room slippers (Dont Judge Me! ) , my sandals and then I saw them , the converse Nate had bought me . Then I remembered , if I ran away what would happen to him , I needed him . What would I do .' Then it hit me , I could write a letter to him and put in a little hint for him to find me , but where would I go .........the beach! Of course . Ok , let me write this letter .' I went into my desk and got the last piece of paper and my pen . --Letter-- Dear......well you all , I'm done . I'm not letting that woman take me back to that horrid place , I would rather fend for myself , dodging police officers on private property , than go back to L.A with that Bitch. So......here's to goodbye . Thank you Aunt Joy for all you did for me , I will never forget you . And thank you Nate , every time I look at the stars I'll see your face , I will always remember you . Love Kat<3 --End of letter-- there , it's done . Now let me get out of here ' I placed the letter on my bed and grabbed my bag and threw it out the window . After one last look I climbed one leg at a time out the window gently slid down the slanted roof towards the tree and climbed down the tree to the street and made my way towards the pavement , I looked up the block and didn't see anyone so I walked in the other direction , it would soon be dark so I had to move fast . When I got outside of the gates I walked a little more and hailed a cab . "Where to miss?" "The Cove Beach please , and take the long way . I have time."

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