Bad Girls can be Good

~~Chapter 23~~

"Kat ...I know we're talking about your mom right now , but , I have to tell you something before I explode . It's been killing me to tell you ever since that day I saw you sitting on that train and how much my heart soared when u flipped me off and I said when ever your ready and I saw u blush , and the day I came up to your room when we were going to the mall and I saw how beautiful you are , inside and out . Kat ............I ...........--Kats mind-- OMG!!!!! He's going to say it ! He's going to say it!-- I love you --Yess!! He said it!!-- I know it's sudden , and we haven't known each other that long , but.......when I saw u sitting in that seat on the train , the world around me slowed and disappeared , you were all I could see . Until I acted cheesy . But I didn't feel like I was meeting u for the first time , it felt like..........I had just been ....reunited , with a long lost love . I knew that you,...you were different , from your 'hi' on the train to the moans you gave me when I umm, ..umm , swiped half of your V card , and I hope I get to swiped the other half . But being serious , and yes I am serious about the V card thing . If I'm being honest ......I really wanna fuck you, but not because your hot ....I'm not shallow......because I wants us to be joined and connected in every way possible . I guess what I'm trying to say Kat is.........Will you be my girl , my one and only girl?" Wow , with his words making their way to my heart I felt the last bit of ice around my heart melt away and I was finally sure....... I loved Nate . He sat staring at me with a worried look in his eyes , I knew what I had to do ........ I leaned forward and laid the most passionate kiss I had ever given on Nate's sweet lips . We kissed for a while , I hadn't noticed the time going by as our lips danced across each other and our tongues played their favourite game . He is an awesome kisser , as we kissed I felt his hand wrap around my waist and the other around my neck , this feeling sent a shiver through my bones . We pulled away slowly and now I found it easier to say what I felt ......."I love you too Nate , more than even I can explain . I started to feel this way about you from the night you rescued me , and the feeling grew from then on , I don't usually like people far less love someone . Anyone who ever met me can back me up on that , but within these 2 days I've spent with you , I felt the ice guarding my heart begin to melt away......and then to hear you say .....those 3 little words , that melted the last shed of ice around my heart . This whole relationship , love thing is.......really!......new to me so , I will try my best at it , if you will help me ." I sounded so sweet so innocent .......hulk! this dude really did change me . "I will help from now till the day I stop loving you , which I believe is on the 23rd of Nevuary . I will love you for as long as you will have me Kat , your my heart and I could never live without you . I love you Kat." , "and I love you Nate ." I felt so different now , then the weirdest thing happened , I was about to pass out . Nate reached into his back pocket and took out a small black box , my heart sank , if that was a wedding ring , I was going to die!! "I have something for you Kat " --oh god! Ohgodohgodohgod-- *creek of box opening* I couldn't look I squeezed my eyes shut , "Kat ??look...." I opened one eye and peered down at what the box held inside .......'phew , it's not a ring . It's a chain.....marked.......Good Girl??' "Nate .......did you bump your head or something.......or did all the blood drain from one head to the other." He laughed and said "Noo it didn't , maybe it did the other night but not now , no. And what's wrong with it , I bought it for you to replace the one your wearing " I looked T Nate puzzled , he bought a ' Bad Girl' a 'Coz girl's chain?? That makes no sense , "Ammm dude , if you haven't noticed . I'm not exactly the good girl type." I motioned up and down my body with my hands for emphasis . "Kat--he said as he took off one chain to replace it with the other-- I have seen a change in you , a change I knew you couldn't have made without me . That change was from being yourselves usual Bad Girl self to be a Good Girl ." he sounded so sure , even though I wasn't . "Nate ........I'm a bad girl ok not a good girl " I replied , surprisingly he took me by the hands after putting on the chain and said something I had never heard before , and in that moment I knew my life would change forever . "Even bad girls can be good"

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