Bad Girls can be Good

~~Chapter 8 1/2~~

"Now hold on , you were looking at this chain , do you want it?" he asked, putting force against my pull , causing me to stumble back like an idiot , "ummm naw ,and besides , its too expensive . So lets just go." my reply was hopeful but still straight forward . I wanted to see if he would buy the chain for me as well as the shoes . "Noo. If you want it I'll buy it , my treat." I love to look at his smile , huhhhhhh....that was just....breath taking . OMG! Im swooning over a guy . ME! what is happening . (voice in her head) Dumbass! you like the dude --noo....no-- yess...yes . He's the first guy who didn't come at you for sex or a feel off your ass . Just take a chance , jeez , it's not like he doesn't like you . Go for it bitch!-- "Kat? Kat . Helloooo!" his voice woke me out of my trance , along with his big hand waving in my face like a fucking flag . "yeah . yeah . Im here ....... just ......stop waving your fucking hand in my face." I slapped down his hand , but instead of letting go he turned over his hand and grabbed mine . "What are you doing " my voice sounded shaky "holding your hand , I figured it was ok since you touched me first , plus I don't see you complaining." he whispered into my ear . His hand was so soft , it felt like a cotton sweater , ohhhh....I love cotton . His hand felt safe and so warm , truthfully i really didn't want him to let go . "Do you want the chain?" he whispered again closer to my ear , so close he almost touched , but he teased me and made sure the only thing touching me besides his hand was his breath . I couldn't refuse that voice , I nodded my head to say yes , he leaned around me to reach the chain and took it from the rack . He claim so close to me that i could smell him , he smelled like ocean body wash and heaven , I closed my eyes to take in even more of his scent , and reopened them as he leaned back . We walked still holding hands to the cashier where he paid for the chain , for some reason , Nate never let go of my hand even after we left the store . It wasn't long before we got to the shoe store , we went in and found a nice pair of black high (ankle high) cut converse . Coincidentally they looked a lot like his except for the high part . We left the store still holding hands and walked out to the car . We drove for a while , well he drove , I sat staring out the window . He only let go of my hand to shift gears and every time he shifted he would go right back for my hand . Every once in a while he would glance at me to make sure I hadn't gone to sleep . At one point i couldn't help but stare at him , his perfectly chiseled chin , his gorgeous eyes , that enticing smile , his athletic chest printing through the front of his shirt and his strong biceps bulged out of his shirt every time he put pressure on the steering wheel . My heart was beating as fast as the last time i had a run-in with the cops , but a new feeling emerged in my stomach . It was ......fluttery , and bubbly and nervous and weird , OMG! I was going to throw up , oh god! oh god! --"Pull over! Pull over!" my voice sounded scared even to me , Nate quickly pulled the car over , I flung open the door and dragged off the seat belt . I didn't have enough time to fully get out of the car , I fell onto the curb and before I could catch myself fully , the chunks began sppeuing out of me , pieces of pancake and egg flew to the concrete gutter . Over and over the pieces came out , swimming in what looked like orange juice but could've been something else . Finally the waterfall of food and liquid stopped . I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand , I stayed on my hands and knees a little longer . I couldn't face him , not after sppeuing my guts in front of the guy , oh my god , he's gonna think Im disgusting . I quickly gathered my courage and got up off the curb . I turned to face the black Subaru , Nate was leaning on the passenger seat with a concerned look on his face . "Are you ok? do you want to go home?" his voice , was really worried , oh my god , he really did care . And i do need to go home , "ye..ah ,I, I wanna go home , but its only 3 . My aunt wont be home anytime soon ." my voice sounded really innocent and needy , I didn't care. I wanted him to stay with me . "Whether your aunt was home or on the moon , I wasn't leaving you . No way." 

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ok guys so this was the last "mistake" chapter . After this , the book continues like normal :) sorry about the confusion again . <3<3<3