Chapter 3

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(Lola's POV)

The three of us went to the park for a while. We had a bit of fun, but Ashley and AJ both knew i was just faking a smile. I know they can see right through me. I know that they are worried about me. I also know that this is not their problem. I knew he was a player, yet I still fell for him. I let myself fall for him.

I packed this crap, I will carry it.

We came home hungry and starving after the park. AJ ordered pizza again and we watched movies for the rest of thr night.

At 1am Ashely was too tired so she got up "Good night, guys."

"Night," we both said together. We loiked at each other and smiled awkwardly.

As soon as As entered her room and closed the door AJ started, "Hey, erm I've been wanting to ask you this since this morning. Are you okay?"

I looked at him and turned my body to face him.

"What did I do wrong?" I could see the worry and guilt in his eyes.

"Nooo. No, no, no , no, no. You didn't do anything wrong! It's me, it's something I did." I replied.

"Come on! Really you're gonna use that escuse?"

"It is me thou-"

"BULLSHIT!" he shouted cutting me off.

I just sat there staring at him. I didn't knkw what to day or do.

I'm scared.

(AJ'S POV)

She just sat there. Staring at me. I could see the fear in her eyes, she's trying to cover it up.

"I'm sorry," I apologized

Silence.

This is killong me. She's hurt by the me. The silence is killing me.

I love you, Lola.

Lola... I remember the first time I saw her.

"Dude, come on hurry up!" Ashley yelled.

I was helping her move into the apartment. Shit her stuff are heavy, I thought climbing up the stairs.

I could hear Ashley talking. Oh yeah! Must be Lola. Ashley has been going on non-stop about her friend Lola and how having an apartmeant with her was a dream come true.

As I got to the door, I froze. She's beautiful. She was wearing a red tank top with white shorts.

I've loved her ever since then. I changed for her. I stopped sleeping with a load of girls. I only had time for her.

I only lived here on the couch so I could see her. My roommie? Well he lives alone now. I left the apartment to him, for her.

"Please, say something," I beg.

"Aaron, it's okay really." Nobody calls me that anymore, it's always 'AJ'. It's not your fault." She took a deep breath, "I'm tired, I'm going to go sleep. Sorry for keeping you up." She got up and left me there, alone.

(Lola's POV)

Why did I just leave him there? Why do I love him so much? Why am I such an idiot?

I sat there crying for God knows how long, until i hear a knock at my door.

I wipe away my tears and clear my throat. "Who is it?"

"Who else is it gonna be Lola?" AJ asked. Why does he sound different? Ha-wait!Has he been crying?! I run up to the door and open it as fast as I could.

He stood there, with puffy red-bloodshot eyes. "Hey," he smiled a weak smile. I pulled him into a hug.

I don't know how long we were standing there but my legs started to ache. "My legs hurt, we'll sit on the bed," I pulled his shirt walking backwards towards the bed.

I sat down and I looked ip at him still standing,"Come on AJ, sit."

I heard a quiet sob leave his mouth. He suddently fell to his knees, looked up at me with his teary eyes that broke my heart.

"Why? Why do you care about me so much? I'm nothing but cunt to you," he sobbed looking at me.

My eyes teared but i refused to let them fall. I looked down at the floor. "Because, becau-"

"I love you." My heart stopped. I look to his face, "I love you," he said again. "I've always loved you. Right from the second I first saw you. When you stood there in your red tank top and white shorts. I moved out of my apartment and I tayed here as an escuse to see you. I go back sometimes so that you guys don't get suspcious. I've always loved you. And I'm sorry for always hurting you...I'm sorry," he cried.

I looked into his eyes. I could see truth and sincerity. "I...I've loved you ever since you walked through that door wearing your black jeans and your shirt with the winky face." I smiled. My tears started to drop.

He wrapped his arms around my waist. My legs at eitger side od his body. I wrappend my arms around his head.

We both cried in each others arms for so long that I lost track of time.

"W-we should go to sleep," I loosed my grip around his head. He looked up at me, wipped his tears.

We sat there looking into each others eyes until he stood up and looked down at me.

I stood up and lifted my arms. We both knew what were doing. We didn't need to speak to let each other know what we wanted.

He looked done and played with hem of my tank crop top. I waited, but I got restless. I looked down and back to his face thats lookin to ground.My arms ached so I dropped them.

AJ's eyes still didn't meet mine. I raised my hansmds to his face and cupped his face forcing to meet my gaze.

He looked nervous and guilty. "I love you, okay? I want this, yeah?" I assured him.

"I-I love you too..." He took a deep breath. "I'm just nervous. I mean this is you, I don't know if I'm good enough for you."

"Baby, I-"

"Baby?" he questioned with a smirk on his face.

I smiled, "Yes, your mine, baby."

"I like the soud of that." he said pecking me on the lips.

"Oh, real-" I was cut off with his lips placed on mine. I smiled into the kiss, and he took that as an approval to deepen the kiss.

I opened my mouth to breath, but he used that opertunity to add his tongue. His tongue felt so right in my mouth. He explored every inch of my mouth while i did the same with his.

I pulled back, "So are we..."

"Yeah, we are. Baby," he winked.

"Okay," I smiled.

"I don't want to do it today." I frowned. "Let me finish," he chuckled. "I want to, trust me i want to take you right this second, I mean look," He said looking down at his...friend. I blushed.

"You do this to me. And I really really want to. But because you're my real deal, I wanna take it slow and work our way up."

"I understand, and I love that you respect me." I pecked him on the lips and climbed into bed only to be followed by him.

My AJ.

Hope you guys enjoyed todays chapter. I didn't want the story to be just about two people so I added these two in too.

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