Fake Love

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Requested by Hope-Kookies
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I'd hide all my pain just for this.
I'd hide the weakness just for you.
I wish love was perfect for us.
But I grew a withering flower, wishing it'd grow, but it wouldn't be true.
I can't go any farther, I'm so sick of this fake love.
I'm so sorry but it's fake love, crashing from above.
I wanna be a good man, just for you.
I wanna be your world, man.
Just for you.
But now I've lost all of me.
Who are you?
I love you so bad. Love you so bad.
Trying to fit in the lying mold.
This love is so mad. Love is so mad.
Acting as your doll has grown so old.
I can pretend that I'm happy, just for you.
I'll be the strongest, just for you.
But our love is that wilting flower.
The one flower that never grew.
I wish I had the power.
But it's a dream that'll never come true.
I ask why you're sad.
You say, "I don't know. I don't know."
Is it that bad?
You still say, "Nothing's wrong. Nothing, no."
I can't ever seem to satisfy you anymore.
You say I'm not the same man as I was long ago.
I'm sorry that I've become such a bore.
But I haven't changed, it was you who shot your poisonous bow.
You still say it's love. What the heck is love? It's only fake love.
I've loved you so bad. Loved you so bad.
Always trying to fit in your imperfect mold.
But the love was too mad. Love was too mad.
I won't be your fake little doll, now you've grown so cold.
Sorry but I'm sick of the old fake love.
I'd still love you but it's over, we're done.
I'm sick of it. Sorry but it's fake love.
I've loved you so long, but it's a false battle with no way to be won.

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