Dreamlike. //Joji x Reader Imagines//

Betrayal.

It's been a long day at work and honestly, a nice hot shower and long sleep is exactly what I need right now. I approach our apartment door and push my keys in. I open it, walking in and kicking my shoes off along with my coat and bag. I tiredly run a hand through my hair as I walk up stairs to the bathroom.

As I walk along the corridor, I hear the water, already turned on. Joji's probably in there. I sigh in annoyance, since I really wanted to have a shower. But as soon as I turn, I hear noises that I definitely don't expect to hear.

Moaning. I hear moaning.

I turn back around and walk to the door, pressing my ear onto the door just that I can check I'm not going crazy.

"Fuck, Joji! Right there!"

I hear Joji, with another girl. Another fucking girl. My heart immediately shatters at the thought of him in there, with another girl. Where did I go wrong? Why did he do this to me? I can't do anything. I want to get out of here but there is nowhere for me to go. None of my friends live close to me. I can't even cry. I feel numb and I feel like running away. I slowly walk away feeling betrayed.

I thought he loved me.

I make it downstairs and sit on the couch, in total denial. I ponder for awhile, but then my thoughts are interrupted by the bathroom door being opened upstairs. I hear the girl laughing, saying things that I would say to Joji.

"That was amazing, baby." I hear her laugh.

"As always. Mm, go into the bedroom. I'll be right back." He replies.

"Where are you going?"

"I just need to get something from downstairs." He says.

I don't even bother to move, I sit just sit there.

He stops in his tracks as he notices me. "Oh, hey...I thought you were coming back a little later..."

"Mm. And that gives you just the right time to go ahead and fuck another girl. Behind my back." I stand.

"Listen, Y/N...I-"

"I don't want to fucking hear it, Joji!" I yell. "I am sick and tired of you treating me like shit. You're never in the mood to do things we used to do before. You abandoned me."

He walks up to me. "I am so, so sorry, Y/N. These past months I haven't been feeling that spark we once had. We're both so busy that we never have time for eachother anymore. We've become distant and I just...I just got tired."

I chuckle slightly. "Bullshit. Fucking bullshit."

He moves closer, gently holding onto my hands. But I quickly pull them out of his grasp. "Baby...Just listen to me-"

"Don't touch me! Don't call me baby! That name is obviously reserved for someone else other than me so what's the point? If you're so "tired" then why don't you leave? Along with your little fuckbuddy or whatever."

"You know what..." He steps back, putting his hands out. "That's exactly what I'll do. I'll leave. I'm gonna get myself dressed and leave."

"Okay." I say.

"Okay." He sighs.

Joji's POV.

I've seriously fucked up. I broke her heart. And although she might not be showing it, she's hurt. She's obviously not gonna forgive me so I might as well get out of her life.

I make my way across the corridor and into the bedroom, where Emma is. She's already dressed back into her clothes.

She stands up from the bed. "Hey, uh. I figured I'd just put my clothes on since I heard uh..." She trails off.

"Are you okay?"

"No, not really." I run a hand through my hair. "I'm gonna drop you home."

"So...Is this it? You're just gonna dump me?"

"I didn't say that but...I think I'm considering it now."

"You're considering it?" She stares at me, dumbfounded.

"I shouldn't have been with you in the first place." I say in a plain-spoken tone.

"I can't believe you." She shakes her head. "I'm outta here."

"No, you're coming with me. How are you gonna get home? You live miles away." I say as I put my clothes on.

"Alright, touche." She says. "But I'm never fucking talking to you ever again after this."

"Let's go." I grab my car keys and we both exit the bedroom.

As we go down the stairs I see Y/N with tears streaming down her face.

I am an asshole.

"You're a fucking asshole." She cries.

She even said it herself.

"Fuck you and your slutty girlfriend."

I would go and comfort her, but she clearly doesn't want anything to do with me. Instead I try to ignore her.

"Oh, and did I mention? We're over." She says as we walk out the door.

I look back. "We were over a long time ago."

I shut the door.

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BIG OOF

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