Marvel One-Shots

Hearts Dont Break Even

A/N: i got hella emotional writing this.
I'm sorry in advance.

TW!!!! There is a mention of anorexia and there is a lot of angst in this. So if you cant handle Eating disorders or arguments and that type of stuff i'm sorry
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~"I don't want your apology..." He sighs

"Well what can i do to make this better Steve"

"Who was she?" Steve glances up, his eyes full. "Dammit.. who was she Barnes."

"She doesn't matter."

"THEN WHY THE HELL DID NATASHA CATCH YOU KISSING HER" His voice catches as his tears break free

"You don't understand..." Bucky starts, his hands behind his back

"What does she have that i don't..?"

"stevie-"

"Don't. Don't try that right now. When i lost you I lost a part of my heart. When i woke up, you weren't there. When i FINALLY got you back, you were a mind-controlled robot. You weren't my bucky. Now that i finally have you back..."

"Steve please..."

"I finally got you back, and you makeout with a random girl from the party. My birthday party." He finally wiped his face. He felt a bit of stubble coming in as he sighed.

Bucky stared at the floor. Steve could see the tears flowing down his friends face.

His friend
His best friend
His boyfriend.

No... he ruined that.

Steve almost felt a bit of guilt for him.
Almost.

"Steve... please..."

"Get out." Bucky's head shot up. Eyes wide. "Grab your clothes and just go..."

Bucky stood there, stunned. He slowly walked into the bedroom, stumbling, and grabbed the dark grey backpack he carried with him. he threw in the few articles of clothes he had left.

He grabbed his bag, zipped it up, and threw it over his shoulder. He avoided looking at Steve, even as he felt his eyes on him. He walked out, back to his apartment, leaving the door wide open.

Steve stood slowly, walked over and closed the door. As he reached up to lock it, he crumbled to the ground, sobbing, and wanting one thing from bucky:

Honestly~
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*BEEP BEEP*

Steve's eyes opened slowly, he tilted his head to see 3:27am glaring back at him.

He turned his head back, to his left, ignoring his phone. He smiles softly as he sees Beans softly snoring next to him. He reaches over and strokes his head, earning a tail wiggle.

Steve sat up slowly, holding his head.

Another headache.

He hears the small yawn of his golden retriever waking up with him. Beans walks over and starts licking his cheek.

Steve smiles, as he pushes himself off the bed, careful not to hurt himself more.

*BEEP BEEP*

He looks in the general direction of his phone, not ready to be social. It's been 3 months since him and Bucky has split.