If Only you could love me Jungkook FF

If Only You Could Love Me Chapter 12

~Y/N POV~

Have you ever had a moment in your life where you love someone, but you can't love them because you love someone else or they love you but don't want to admit it? Well guess what I Y/N have been going through that moment for a long time.

I was busy making out with Jungkook and ignoring Hobi that I couldn't think of why he would ask Hobi to text me, but I didn't pay any attention since I wanted to make him feel like I do, I wanted him to feel the pain of feeling/being betrayed especially by the hands of someone you love deeply.

Things started to escalate a little when Jungkook starts to get intimate, at that moment I had enough I couldn't do this any longer since I knew I had feelings for Jimin and this moment of sadness would be gone and me and Jimin would be together again soon... but sometimes you have to get used the fact that not everything goes your way , sadly all that I believed was going to happen was just me being caught in a lie(oh yes I did ) or maybe a fantasy. I told Jungkook to stop and he asked immediately "Why Y/N you knew that if you did this you would start something in me that couldn't be ended easily yet YOU did it." I just simply responded "I'M not ready to love again not yet or maybe even not ever again". The next thing I knew is that Jungkook was leaving. Before he left I told him "Look Kookie I'm so sorry i just didn't mea-"
He cut me off and said "Yeah I get it Y/N all of this was just me having hope that I could get back with you and that all the pain our separation caused never existed. But guess what you made me feel worse and now look who the hell knows how things will end but I hope you're happy!!"
~End Of POV~

~Hobi POV~

I had been waiting for hours with Jimin at the hospital sadly he hasn't woken up. I expected him to wake up but I guess the crash and literally being bathed in gasoline and almost catching on fire isn't going to help the fact that he won't wake up. Luckily the ambulance and a fire truck arrived in time and got him out just in time, miraculously before the car caught on fire.

Yet here I am with the boy that has gone through a lot and couldn't handle his own life to the point where he tried to commit suicide various times but we were always there for him, and then suddenly Y/N entered the picture and he had a purpose to live, because as he said " We have so much in common the fact that we somehow met each other was a miracle. Hobi I think she's the one for me.". That's when we knew he didn't need us or at least what was left of us since Yoongi was gone. And now here I am with a boy who can't handle his tendency of being alone.

After at least 7 hours of being in he hospital the doctor came in and told me "You should go home and get some rest. If I can tell you anything is that he's not waking up soon."
I responded "But Doc Im basically one of the few people he has left, I need to stay here with him, if he wakes up he might not be able to handle all of this and try to hurt himself!"
What the Doctor said showed me that he didn't care at all he just simply said "Look tats what we've got nurses and doctors, we have a job hat we get paid for and that is taking care of people and making sure that they're safe! So I'm going to tell you one last time go home and get some rest or call someone to take your place because as a person we need to make sure that you're fine and safe too."

Suddenly there was a person coughing at the door. If I can say one thing they didn't look happy and the doctor look terrified, but at their presence he immediately bowed.

~End Of chapter~