If Only you could love me Jungkook FF

If Only You Could Love Me Chapter 10

~Y/N POV~
I had perfectly planned everything that was going to happen. I didn't care if Jungkook got mad for the final move , cause i'm pretty sure he won't care he misses me and that phone call proved it.

But I noticed something while we kissed he didn't want to at first since he knew that Jimin was in the room looking at what we were doing,but he suddenly gave in and kissed me lustfully like he used to when we were together. This brought one thought to my mind Jungkook do you still actually love me or are you just playing with me because you couldn't bare the sight of me with your step-brother?
~End of POV~

~Jimin POV/flashback~

I was on my way to make sure Y/N was fine I obviously knew I had hurt her but I wanted to make it up to her, I wanted to make her feel better I wanted her to feel safe. Why did I want to make her feel safe? Because when we met she was afraid of me and any guy that would come close to her especially Jungkook at first but I never understood.

Once I finally made it to her house i barged in since I had a key I was basically free to come over when I wanted. I sprinted up the stairs as fast I could. I knew Jungkook was here since his car was outside so I thought nothing of it since the three of us were really close. Close enough that none of us would harm each other or so I thought but I guess I was wrong when I entered Y/N I saw that Jungkook was bringing her soup, he suddenly spilled it I was about to scream at him but I saw him reach for napkins, so I decided to stay quiet he started to clean/dry her until I saw Y/N pull him in for a kiss.

Jungkook looked so shocked(Jungshook)
But then I saw him react to her kiss. This scene was already heartbreaking but two things made it even worse. 1. The fact that Jungkook grabbed her by the hair to deepen the kiss. 2. Y/N stared at me while she was kissing him she looked me STRAIGHT in the eyes. She must've known how painful this would be for me because there was a smile on her face. I couldn't hold it in any longer my tears fell, pouring down my face but I guess all good things have to come to an end right?

I Screamed at them and ran out I didn't want to talk to them I didn't want to see them. All these years that I had acted like I was fine, that I acted like I hadn't known that Y/N and Jungkook dated in the past, but I guess I can't hide it anymore if the truth and reality that I've been trying to hide from has been confirmed.
~End Of Flashback (still Jimin POV)~
I went straight to my car and tried to escape from reality. I went to the nearest convenience store and bought 소주(Soju) I drank it all in one gulp I wanted to escape this I wanted this all to be a dream to wake up from this terrible nightmare, I didn't want to lose Y/N especially not to my own brother and best friend.

I wanted to escape so badly that I started to drive since surely I would wake up from this nightmare once I died in this terrible dream. Sadly I didn't know that this was reality and reality always reaches you no matter what.
Not long after driving I entered a place with a speed limit but i didn't see it was a limit of 20 miles, I was going at 63 miles.

Suddenly there was a speed bump and then everything blacked out. Finally I would awake from this nightmare. Right? Surely this has to be the worst nightmare I couldn't wait to wake up and treat Y/N like she's never been treated, right I can just open my eyes and see her beautiful face?Right?

~End Of Jimin POV~