I want to stop caring for her but I can't, every time I see her with that guy I know her future will be just like the lifestyle we have now
A lifestyle where we cannot do want must to be done and the should to live a prosperous life
Am I being judgemental?
Well it is not just me but the instinct is the one telling me to wake her up from that foolishness
She became a mess instead of becoming a better person
She was in a disaster where it is very impossible to be fixed
She fight as if her life was his to be owned
I don't know her at all now
She was not the girl I used to know
She was lost in the vivid of his
I can only cry at silence for she will never listened even of I spoke softly
Now I've known why she was taken from us for this kind of situation will just taint her pure heart and mind
That her innocence will be violated by the lies that blind them
This family dislikes me, disowned me and they destroy me....
I don't want to be here in the first place. Don't worry I will be gone soon
Soon enough that you will never notice...
They thought of me very lowly
He said that I only feel envy
No, I am not and never will be..
To run far away from this so-called home but does not feel like one.
Hurt,hurt and I keep on being hurt
Does I ever belong somewhere?
Or my attitude is really the matter?
Whatever happens I'll try to find the place where I trully belong.
Even if I will leave the people who care for me behind
Or there is no one.
