Have you felt envied for some small part of life experience? Well, the feeling maybe over whelming at first however those envying turns to jealousy that lead's them to downgrade you.
I am here being downgraded by people no knowing what was inside the closet story. They I think and see that it was a happy lovelife. Yet, it was just a mere deception of what truly was. I know that they have covered him because they like seeing me miserable.
And HIM, he just don't care. He know I was hurt yet still leave. I did pray specifically foe the person I wanna get involved with. Or maybe I was just blinded by his persistent
Now, I am indeed chaos planning te escape yet don't know the easyway out but to quit.
He will be happy and they will be happy. It's easier, right?
I'll just pray that his conscience will knock HIM off till he wokes up and realize his mistakes and for taken me for granted.
I know I'm blabbering my life here. Yet I have no one else to talk. Everyone listening toe even HIM thinks I'm just overacting. Is my feeling void? Am I don't have the right to feel things clearly decieved me? Or I am not really wanted? Maybe I am really born to be shamed 📴. To be dragged down. To be ⬇️ graded.
If someone is reading this. I hope you lived peaceful and no judgement by the mistakes you make. And make every decision worth it. Worth taking risk. Worth fighting for. And win every battles you have with great pleasure.
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