She is too good for someone like me

Chapter 9: Coldhearted

No one knew that Bella was back yet. She heard there was a party at the club. She decided to go and show everyone she was fine. They did not have to worry about her anymore. She had her walls firmly in place. Her heart could not be touched and she had no feelings for Wolf anymore. She was ready to see him with the club whore. She arrived at the clubhouse and walked in. You could hear it get quiet. Them Steve said. Bella your home. She smiled and walked to him. Wolf growled and said. No one sees my woman dressed like that. Everyone waited. Then they hear her say. Your woman? I do believe your woman is sitting on your lap right now. I don't see anyone else that could be your woman. I am talking about you Wolf said. Bella threw back her head and laughed. Then she said in the coldest voice. Let's get this straight. I am not your woman. I will never be your woman or anyone else's woman. You had your chance Wolf. You fucked up. I made the mistake of letting you get close to me. I will not make that mistake again. Now if you will excuse me I did not come here to talk to you let alone look at you and she turned and walked to the VIP table. Viper watched her slowly walk over. He knew that look he had seen it in his sister. 

She is one cold woman now. As she walked to the table she pulled up a chair and sat next to Steve. She said. I'm back and better than before. she said hi to everyone but never once acknowledged Viper. He knew she had built a wall around her but hell. This wall you would have to use dynamite to get threw. Several club members could not take their eyes off of Bella. This Bella was different. She had grown cold. She was not the friendly Bella they had known. She was an ice queen. No one, but no one was ever going to hurt her again. She was like she didn't have a heart anymore or it was an ice cycle. And her eyes. They were beautiful blue but there was no sparkle in them. They were an icy blue.  And the way she looks at you. It is not a regular happy smile. Her smile is evil. Like get to close to me and I will bite you and inject poison into you. 

Faith introduced me to Bella. She looked over at me not smiling, not saying hello what she said shocked me. I will give you some advice. Stay away from, don't talk to me, and don't try to play games with me. I won't bite. I don't need any new friends. She looked at Steve and gave him this look. He sighed. Bella said. I'm going outside for a smoke. She got up and walked to the door going out. Every man in the bar followed her with his eyes. Several who knew her saw the change in her and they did not like it. They gave Wolf dirty looks. She went outside smoked a joint walked in the door and went to the bar and ordered a beer. She then walked to a table in a darker section of the bar sat down and put her feet up across the booth leaning back and watched several people dancing. Every man in the bar knew her look. Stay away from me. Don't come near me. Don't talk to me. 

Faith said she is different this time.  Steve said. I told you that when she called back. She has built a wall so high and hard she might never come back from. Wolf really did a job on her. Richard could have broken more bones and did much worse to her and she would still have gotten over that. But what Wolf did. That was what broker her. She will get worse. She will drink and smoke more joints to get through the nights. She will work more hours to stay away from home and Wolf. She hates him with such a passion now. Look at how he is trying to piss her off with the whore. She doesn't blink, she doesn't break down. She doesn't care. She will stop eating meals 3x's a day and she will party hardy. But she will go to a bar alone and she will go home alone. 

Viper asked. who is Richard and what did he do to her? He was her ex-boyfriend he came back to town and wanted her back. She didn't want him. Then we introduced her to Wolf. Wolf said he was going to claim her as his woman. We all went camping at the club campground. Everything was fine. Until we got back here. Two days after we got back Wolf started messing with one of the club whores. Bella walked in happy couldn't wait to see Wolf instead she saw the club whore sitting on his lap and he looked at Bella not saying a word. She ran out and Richard grabbed her. Took her to a run-down cabin where he chained her to the wall. Raped her repeatedly and beat her. Then he let her run in the woods that's when we found them. I found Bella carried her back here and when we walked in Wolf was sitting where he is now with the same whore giving him a blow job.

Not once did he ask how she was or show he even cared. She left for two months and now she is back and has built that fucking wall back up where she will not let anyone in. It took Elizabeth and it took almost a year before she even let us get close to her. She will smile at you look like she is having fun and never show her real emotions. Just like what she said to you. She won't let you in. She won't let you get close to her. She may acknowledge you but she will glare at you keeping you at bay. She will do what she is doing now. If you are staying for a while you will find out. Where did she go Viper asked? Probably home. She has to work tomorrow. She will come back to the bar, get drunk and leave alone. She won't talk to any males or acknowledge them. If they try to talk to her she will tell them to fuck off. If she doesn't come here she will go to the Friendly to dance. 

The new Bella

Bella's eyes

Bella's look