Soulmate- Chancheol fanfic [DISCONTINUED]

Part 7

Chan's POV

I tried my best in performing in front of everybody in the practice room.
I pushed back the thoughts about Soonyoung cheating on me to stay focused; I need to know the truth first before doing any big decisions, but deep inside, I was already falling apart.

My trainer thought about what he should say after looking at my performance and i stood there in the middle of the room waiting, i want to go home.

"Hmm....Your dancing was good, your moves were on point and just need some few polishing; we should focus more on your rapping though, is that okay for you?"

I nodded and said a small "yes"

After letting me go, My trainer dismissed all of us and everybody started packing their things.

I quickly got out of the practice room and out of the building; I didn't bother to wait for Seungkwan or for anybody.

An intersection was in view, Then a familiar voice called me from from far away, i knew that i was Soonyoung's voice.
I ignored him and quicken my pace when the stop light went on red for the cars.

I safely crossed and Soonyoung was able to catch up to me

"Channie!!"
He called and did his usual thing, he hugged me from behind and started kissing my nape. Even in public he would do this, i would always feel happy and flustered whenever he does this but right now I didn't, the thoughts of him lying to me for one year was still in my head, I didn't feel happy anymore,

i felt annoyed.

I pulled his hands away from me making him let go, And i continued walking like there was no one who stopped me just now.

Soonyoung stopped for a moment and continued to follow me

"Channie why are you ignoring me???" He whined and matched his walking pace with mine

"Im not"

"You are"

"Im just tired okay!"; Soonyoung stopped talking and became quiet the whole time we were walking

Soon we arrived at our shared appartment and I quickly went straight to my room, ignoring soonyoung. I plopped down on my bed; not bothering to take a shower first,
I slowly fell asleep.

I woke up to a loud knocking on my bedroom's door, i sat up and looked at my wall clock, it was 7 pm.

"Chan wake up! I made dinner!" Soonyoung shouted,
"Okay!!" I shouted back, and the knocking stopped.

Soonyoung went back to kitchen, I followed when i was ready.

I saw Soonyoung in the kitchen pouring in some food onto two plates, he noticed i was here and smiled "sit down  I am almost done"

I sat down and watched Soonyoung cook.

Ill ask him,
I'll about his relationship with Jihoon, and depending on his answer, I'll be the one to decide what to do.

Soonyoung placed two plates with rice on it on the table when he was done cooking, he went back and brought in the dish he made.

"I made your favorite!" He smiled, he felt proud of his home made fried squids with spicy sauce. Soonyoung would always make this whenever i asked him to.

Soonyoung served some of the food to me before getting for himself.

Soonyoung took a spoonful and ate it, he instantly regretted it and stood up to get water for himself

Soonyoung knows he can't eat spicy food but he still chose to still cook this, what is he thinking?

"You okay?" i asked, Soonyoung gulps down a glass of water before saying anything "yah, maybe I shouldn't eat anymore. Im not that hungry anyway" he said and took away his plate that has a lot of leftovers in it.

"You haven't taken a bath yet right?"
I nodded as an answer and continued eating.
"Then I'll make you a bath, go up when your ready okay" he went to the bathroom.

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I finished eating and checked the bathroom if Soonyoung was still there.
Soonyoung was no where to be seen but the bathtub was filled with water and soap making it all foamy,
I went to check the waters temperature and its just the way i like it, not too hot and not too cold either

"Oh your here" Soonyoung stood at the bathrooms doorway holding my sleeping clothes; he placed them on sink where it was dry.
"You can start now"

"Thanks" i said and started to take off my clothes.
Soonyoung was still in the room staring at me, "what is it?" I asked with a cold voice

"Can i join you?"

"Whatever" i said and took my underwear off before getting in the bathtub;Soonyoung followed sitting behind me.

He stared sadly at my back that was covered with scars, he touched them one by one softly with his thumb.
"You never told me where they came from" he said

I didn't answer him and I grabbed a blue loofah from the side.

I felt Soonyoung kiss my nape before muttering the words
"i love you" and he hugged me from behind
And with that, I had dropped my loofah into the water  and tears started trinkle down my face.
Soonyoung noticed this and hugged me tighter "don't cry" he said with his face on the crook of my neck, "something was bothering you the whole day right?" He added

I held on his hands that were around my waist tightly and said

"Please dont leave me"