ygtb one-shots

chapter 1 ; anger

one taught me love
one taught me patience
one taught me pain

Junghwan has always dreaded days spent with you, even his members knew it when you didn't. He no longer smiled and joked whenever you were around, instead he was strangely quiet. He would always smile whenever you crack a joke but who knew, that smile was fake.

He wasn't the same cute and shy person you once knew. he wasn't the same person who constantly wanted to be by your side and loved talking to you, who stuttered and blushed when you held hands, who sits down and listen to your rants, who takes care of you whenever you are sick or hurt, who cheers you up by food and jokes whenever you were sad. He was someone who truly made you truly happy.
but... he changed.

It was your fourth anniversary, the most heartbreaking one.

There was an tense and awkward atmosphere which was the total opposite of your usual dates. Dates with him were always something you looked forward to: it was something you wanted to look your best in, something which was always fun and exciting. The most beautiful moment of life was moments with him.

Letting out an inaudible sigh, you tried to make a conversation, anything to just hear his voice.

'Baby-'
'Don't,' was all he replied.

You were furious. you were sick and tired of this nonsense. He wasn't explaining why he was acting like this. You asked countless of times what's wrong but yet, he always replies with a simple 'I'm tired,' I always thought he was just tired from his daily schedules, but now I realised that his schedules wasn't what was tiring. It was... me.

'What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you acting like this?' you said angrily.

'What do you mean?' HE WAS STILL LOOKING AT HIS PHONE!

'Give me some respect, won't you? Look at me when i'm speaking!' you said.

He placed his phone down on the table and stared at you with boredom evident in his eyes.

'You haven't glanced at me ONCE when we arrived here. I placed so much effort into my appearance today, thinking that tonight would be special, but no, it isn't,'

'So Junghwan,' you continued, 'tell me whats wrong, please. I'm so sick of crying every night, thinking about what went wrong in our relationship. Are you bored with me already? Am I not good enough? Am I not pretty or smart enough? I'm tired of coming to a empty house every night. When was the last time we had a date, or even ate a meal together? When was the last time you asked me how my day was? When was the last time you said y-you loved me..?'

Tears filled in your eyes and eventually it started to roll down your cheeks.

'Don't cry..' was all he said.

'Don't ask me to 'don't cry' when you are the cause of my tears!' you retorted.

'Y/N.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't the same boyfriend you fell in love with 4 years ago. I've lost my feelings for you, I guess? I don't feel the sparks whenever I'm with you anymore. I still love you but everything just feels.. different,' he explained.

'Where are you going with this?' you asked.

'Lets end this, Y/N. remember, I'll always care for you. goodbye,' he said as he left the restaurant after paying the bill.

You cried all the way home, you felt numb and empty. The love of your life, your one and only, So Junghwan, left.

you never wanted to love ever again.