More Than Words Can Say (Leighade)

2. Radar

Heyyo!!

Thank you for your lovely (and quite entertaining) comments on the first update. 

I'm really happy that you guys seemed to enjoy it, and I hope to take you all on an amazing ride!

So let's get right to it!

Enjoy!

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Jesy's POV-

I slowly opened my eyes, waking up to a throbbing headache.

Perrie was still sound asleep, drooling all over herself, and ME.  I'm gonna have to buy her a bib or something. 

I sat up a little, only to notice we weren't in our flat. Why the hell am I in Jade's car? Oh my gosh. 

I looked down and sighed in relief seeing I still had clothes on. PHEW! Last time this happened, I woke up half naked with whipped cream smeared all over myself. Jade found me a couple of minutes later, and to this day, the girls still haven't let me live it off.

God, I need to stop drinking. 

I heard some mumbling coming from up front. I turned to see Jade driving, as she and Leigh were talking about something. There was something in the air between those two. I just couldn't pinpoint it....or maybe it's just my delusional hungover ass.

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A few moments before...

Leigh's POV-

Just as the kiss was getting a little heated, Jade abruptly pulled away. I was a little confused as to why she stopped.  

Before our lips could touch again, she moved back.

"Leigh.....we can't do this"

Jade's POV-

I saw as she moved back at my words. I wished to tell her I was only kidding, but what I said was the truth, this couldn't happen. Not yet.

"W-what do you mean? Jade, I love you" Leigh said, her voice breaking in between.

I saw tears well in her eyes. My arms itched to pull her close, to kiss her again. If only I could've controlled myself, kept my feelings hidden. If I'd have done that, I wouldn't have to do this.

"And I love you. I love you so much that it hurts to do this."

"Jade....please. Why can't we have this? We're meant to be. We've always been. From the moment we were put together as a group, to now. We can be safe together, we can be happy."

"No, Leigh. Those people back at the flat are dangerous. You had a knife against your neck, and even though it was only for a few seconds, it was capable of hurting you. Leighly, these people aren't hesitant. They've taken a lot away from me, everything I ever loved. I'm not going to let them take you away from me, not like how they took....."

I felt a sharp dagger go through my heart thinking about my family, thinking about....... I closed my eyes, holding back the tears that threatened to escape.

"Jadey, who are these people?"

I looked back at Leigh, her voice bringing me back from the things that still haunted me.

"The less you know, the better it is. Though, I will tell you, there's a lot about me that you don't know. A lot of the things in my past, I have kept hidden. Things that could get you killed."