Something New

She wouldnt want this

The day was still young, we we're now at my pack house. It took three hours, to get all of Sammy, and Kate's things. Then drive back, my father didn't even say hello, to her or her mate. I could tell he didn't mind her with a female mate, but he didn't like the fact I let her back into the pack house. I know Maddy, would love to see Sam. But, when you first find a mate who has time for that? I sighed, and looked up. I was in my light colored purple room. My diary, not to far from me. But I didn't want to write about anything. I was happy, I knew my best friend of all time was just in the other room with her mate. Getting settled down, "hey.." I heard a whisper, it was Iris. I smiled, a light one. 'You are done with being a bitch?' I laughed, I could tell she wasn't amused. I stood straighter on my bed. 'Whats wrong?' I linked to her, "I'm just sorry, I understand.. Not really. But I get it, you aren't doing this because you hate me.. It's for you're mother.. I'm sorry, it's not just me who doesn't get a mate. But also, you." I stared at the roof of my bedroom, she never really talked about her feelings. It made me even more sad, I wanted to hug her, tell her we will get through this..

I knew I couldn't be sad, all day. I put on the best fake smile I could manage. Went into the shower, and after it curled my hair. My light brown hair falling past my shoulders. When I walked out, in my dress that was lose but still looked good. I saw Matt, him and his 50 year old self. I knew I had to changed, me and Iris, or these. Wait, it was 300, how many are in his pack?

"Looking good, for me?" He asked, with a gross smirk.

I cringe slightly, not wanting to even look at him. I wished, he was just a old man on the streets. I would never have to see again.I looked up through my eyelashes.

"I really don't care if I'm 'good looking for you.' I wake up, for my self. Not you." I said, with my Head tilted. Using my best cute voice.

When I didn't even see it, I was against my bedroom door. No one, would see this.. No.

I watched him closely, my eyes not leaving him. My wolf to shocked to even move.

"Now, Princess. I have lived longer then you, I've seen things that you make you puke up blood. I'm wiser then you'll ever be." He whispered, into my ear. His hands moved down to my hips, slowly circling them.

I wanted to cry, I wanted to get out of his hold. But I was to wide eyed and to shocked. This feeling.. So helpless.

I growled, but it didn't even make it out of my throat. His eyes growing black. I knew if I didn't stop him, there would be no going back. I felt like a whore, this wasn't my soul mate. It was a normal person. It wasn't my soul mate, it through my head, over and over. His hands all over me. I shriveled up.

When the door opened, and I saw Sammy. She looked madder then hell it's self. Knocking me on to the ground from the door opening. Matt, stood up.

Her eyes a dark shade of black. But it wasn't from lust, oh, no. Worse, she was going to turn. I got up fast, with tears burning on my cheeks.

"ME, and my MATE. Were in the middle of something. GET OUT, before I call my Betas!" His alpha voice, would had made her run for the hills. But, it didn't. Only because she wasn't in any packs.

"SHE wasn't liking any of what you just did! Get out, Before I get my mate, into this." She said, with such a hush tone. It didn't even sound like her. At all.. I looked to see her burning eyes.

Matt, shrugged us off, like he would and could do that to who ever he wanted. I mean, now that I think about it. He does only want me for children.. Then I felt my weakness come back so, fast. I fell to the floor, holding onto Sams, legs. She put her hands on my head, and patted my head.

"Shhh, it's okay. He not coming back." Her voice was as soft as honey. She could pull off emotions, like noting at all. But, I could hear her breathing it was hard. I closed my eyes, that was the first time a man touched me, and I wanted noting of it.

"I want let you marry this Man.. Do you understand?" She said.

"I- I can't, it's for the pack, and me.." I said, my voice shaky and low.

"I said, I won't.." She said, but it was such a commanding voice. Like back then, when she acted like my older sister, even though I was older then her.