Why me?

Chapter Three

Jungkook Sat at the table with a sigh. Jin could tell something was wrong but he knew the younger wasn't too keen on talking about his problems. Jungkook sighed and put his head on the table huffing and that was the last straw as he went and sat next to Jungkook them being the only ones at the dorm. The others went out shopping. Jungkook had wanted to stay home and Jin didn't want him alone. Jin reached out touching Jungkook's upper back "what's wrong Bun?" Jin smiled kindly as they looked at each other. Jungkook looked up and whined a little "Have you ever loved someone so much you just didn't know how to handle it? " Jin gave him a questioning look before attempting to answer his question. "Hmm well I do love my Joonie with all of my heart and I'd do anything for him, why ask?" He said softly although in the back of Jin's head someone else popped up when Jungkook mentioned Loving someone and not knowing what to do about it. Jungkook sighed rubbing his eyes in a cute manner "I think I have feelings for someone but, I'm pretty sure they don't feel the same way and it kind of sucks because I just feel so many things for them but the thought of them never loving me hurts my heart so badly". Jin frowned a little and rubbed Jungkook's back "well bunny I know that must be tough but you never know people's feelings until you try". Jungkook nodded a little thinking about his Hyung's words. He was so scared to ever bring  up but maybe just maybe he'd try. Later on that day everyone had returned From the store. Taehyung grabbed Jungkook's wrist immediately "come with me now. We have to talk.". Jungkook nodded dumbly a bit shocked at Tae's boldness as he dragged him out the door and across the street to the big park. Taehyung sat with Jungkook on a bench Jungkook looking at him with worry and curiosity. "What's wrong Tae?". Jungkook put a gentle hand on his shoulder his eyes scrunching up with worry as tears made there way down his soft sculpted face. "Kookie I think I like two guys at the same time." Now this caught Jungkook off guard as he looked at him with wide eyes "wait what?". Tae sighed a little knowing he wouldn't be able to just drop that information on him without explaining himself. "Kook, I started to Have a crush on Jin when we first debuted. He was so sweet and so caring and it made my heart soar with such unknown feelings I wasn't sure how to handle myself. Then when Namjoon and Jin started to date at first I was so hurt and so jealous but then I started thinking. Me and Joon started hanging out more. He helped me out with music and you know I could never hate him he's such a wonderful human and damnit I fell for him too. And now Everytime I see them together it just makes me want to cry. I'm sorry for dumping this on you I just didn't know who else to tell". The tears never stopped flowing down his face. Jungkook sighed using his thumb to wipe away his best friends tears. He then pulled him close holding him to his chest wrapping his arms around him in a comforting way. Tae accepted the hug and stayed close to Jungkook hugging him hardly not wanting to let go feeling so safe in his friends embrace. "Have you thought about talking to them about it?" Jungkook thought back to what Jin had told him previously "you never know until you try Tae" Jungkook whispered softly playing with the older's hair it always calming Tae down when they were younger. Eventually the two pulled apart Tae not crying anymore as he smiled at the cute younger in front of him "How are you doing with Yoongi?" He asked thoughtfully. Jungkook blushed a little "I think I am going to confess to him Tonight" Jungkook said unsure of himself scared beyond belief. He wasn't sure how The cat like older would react but he was hoping if he rejected him that at least he did it gently even if it hurt either way. Tae smiled big "That's great kookie, remember if anything happens I always have your back okay?" He said softly pressing a friendly kiss to Jungkook's head. Jungkook smiled and hugged Tae tightly making them both chuckle. After a bit of playing around like little kids they were homeward bound. When they arrived everyone greeted them kindly and they all had their conversations. Jungkook nervously played with his hands all night Annoying the hell out of Jin "Jeon Jungkook why the Hell are you so nervous you've been tapping on things and playing with things all night" Jin chuckled a little making Jungkook know he wasn't actually upset with him. Jungkook mumbled a small sorry as he spotted his hyung sitting on the couch. He stood up and walked over to him "C-can we talk? Privately? " He said softly looking down. Yoongi immediately became worried Jungkook only asking to talk like this if something serious was happening. "Of course bun" he said leading him to his room ushering him to sit down on the bed. Taehyung had noticed them leaving the room to talk and he crossed his fingers hoping the best for the two. Yoongi raised an eyebrow as Jungkook just sat there not speaking a word. "Jungkookie is everything alright?" He asked him resting his hand on his knee. Jungkook looked up at him "would you ever hate me?" This took yoongi off guard as he snapped out of his thoughts shaking his head quickly "of course not Jungkook! What put this in your head. I know I don't act like I care about you all but I deeply do." He said softly looking at the bunny like boy in from of him. Jungkook took a shaky breath before leaning over placing a kiss onto the older's lips and then pulling away "Hyung...I really really like you. Like more then a friend" he said not meeting the older's gaze. For a second time that day Jungkook had taken him off Guard but this time Yoongi didn't take the time to think of how to answer properly. Yoongi touched his lips in a shocked state before speaking not in the right mind. "Jungkook..I'm sorry but your like my brother. We can't..date. Plus your not really my..my um type? " Yoongi spoke to soon knowing that this wasn't true at all. Those few words Yoongi spoke felt like the world had gone crashing down on him. Tears gathered in the bunny's eyes and that's when Yoongi knew he had fucked up "Jungkook wai-" but the younger cut him off "nono it's fine I understand..I'm just going to go. Forget this ever happened. I'm sorry Hyung." And before Yoongi could stop him the younger was running out of his doors. Jin saw the Younger run out of Yoongi's door tears streaming down his face as he ran to the front door "Jungkook! Wait! Where are you going??" Jin called to him. "Out" Jungkook choked on his sobbs slamming the door before running out into the rain. When had it started to rain he thought but shrugged it off as he ran and ran just wanting to get away. Back at home Yoongi sat shocked on his bed not sure where he had went wrong. Why did he say what he did. Taehyung walked into his room glaring "You've really fucked up Hyung. I thought you loved him. Now he's out in the city in the middle of this storm" Tae crossed his arms Yoongi looked up at him "I-i do love him I don't know why I said what i did. He caught me off guard." He tried saying the excuse his brain would give him. Tae rolled his eyes and spoke "fix this" and then he walked away. Later that night,Deep into the city ,Jungkook had his back pressed into an Alleyway his hood up as he curled into himself shivering from the cold weather. Eventually the young boy fell asleep curled up in himself. A figure approached him before picking him up and setting him in a Car before speeding away.

Oooo cliff hanger lmao. It's not bad lol he's not being kidnapped. I hope you enjoyed this chapter it's the most words I've put in a chapter so far! Anyway, have a great day as always, ~your author