Hurt (Part 2) -Jumin X Reader (Angst/Fluff)

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REALLY IMPORTANT
So there's a choice, which gives you your ending. Choose wisely, because your first choice will forever and always be your true end.

No, I'm calling off us, (Y/N),

The words rung in head as you re-lived one of the worst moments of your life. You stayed in your room, if you could even call it that anymore. You wanted to give Jumin as much space as possible at the moment.

When Jumin got mad, which was rarely often, it was terrifying. He didn't scream and pull at his hair, he just clenched his jaw and stared. Even then, he kept an even tone. He had swiftly turned and disappeared to wherever he had been for the past half hour.

You knew that you needed to talk things over, but you weren't sure how. You wondered; Should you go down to talk to him? Or should you let him come to you?

TALK TO HIM

You knew Jumin well enough to know that he was extremely stubborn. And on top of that how inexperienced he is in these situations. You decided to go to him first, but still stand your ground.

You found him on the patio, elbows on the railing, staring down at the beautiful urban city nightscape. Once you close the door, he turns his head to watch your movements from the corner of his eye.

"Hey," you say, a little firmer than you meant to. "Hello," he replies back with no hint to how he was feeling. One of the few bad things about being with Jumin Han was how easily he was able to completely shut off all emotion.

"So about earlier, I- I really was being honest. I didn't do anything to hurt Elizabeth, I promise." You said, fighting to keep your voice from breaking.

"I really love you, and it- it hurts that you think I would do this, that you were so convinced that I did that you wanted to- to break up. After all this time, after all of the memories we've shared. You're willing to throw that away before I could even explain myself," You said, finally breaking. You were now a crying mess, staring up at him vulnerably.

Jumin was facing you now, and held onto your hands. "I know love, I am very sorry. I know it's no excuse, but I've had a terrible day at work. One of the contracts we have been working on for the past six months fell through today, so everyone was on edge today. Still no excuse for what I've done though."

You two were now standing very close together, facing each other with your hands in his. "So please, would you still want to marry me?" He asked, moisture building in his eyes.

"Always and forever," You replied, pressing a kiss to his mouth. "I love you, (Y/N)" he said, still staring into your eyes. "I love you too."

"Come on," You said, pulling him inside. "We have a wedding to plan."

LET HIM COME TO YOU

You weren't going to end up apologizing for something you didn't do, so you got ready for bed. Two can play at that game, you lamely thought as you pulled the covers over your body and drifted off to sleep.

When you woke up, you were confused, as Jumin wasn't laying beside you as usual. With a wrench of your stomach, you suddenly remembered yesterday's events.

Hot anger flooded your senses when you walked into the living room. Jumin was sitting with Elizabeth, reading. What made you mad was the fact that he had looked at you as if he was expecting something. Not giving in, you tilted your head up and kept walking into the kitchen.

Just as you walked past him, Jumin spoke. "(Y/N)," You turned around at his voice, but stayed where you were. "Come here," he said.

You couldn't quite put your finger on it, but something was off. You had never seen him act like this, it was weird. Pushing your thoughts away, you took a seat beside him on the couch.

"I've arranged for Driver Kim to return you to Rika's old apartment this afternoon," He started. "You may take your wardrobe, I don't have much use for it myself," He finished, forcing a laugh that was a little too loud.

Tears were freely flowing down your face. He just sat there, his posture still perfect. You looked into his eyes, searching for regret, for pity, for anything. You only saw what other companies called The Iron Mask, in other words, not a single thing.

Without another word Jumin swiftly got up and walked away from you. You were losing him more and more with each second that had passed. You had to do something, anything. "Don't you still love me?!" You screeched selfishly. "Did you ever love me?!"

"I've already said this (Y/N), but it seems I'll have to repeat it for you," Jumin said, turning around and running a hand through his hair. "I can't marry someone that I can't trust. And I've always sensed something odd between you and Elizabeth."

Your blood was boiling, how dare he actually believe you were jealous of his pet."Well you know what, Jumin?" You seethed. "I can't marry a pompous psychopath! So things are actually better off this way!" You finished.

Anger was now visible on Jumin's face. Before he could say anything else, his phone beeped. He looked at it, cleared his throat and said, "Driver Kim is here for you."

You didn't really want to leave forever, but you didn't exactly have a choice. You grabbed your bags and forced yourself to stop crying, even for just a minute or two.

If Jumin had any regret for his actions, it vanished when just as the elevator doors were closing, you held your head up high, smirked, and said, "I'm going to Zen's, I'll tell him you said hi."

I hope you enjoyed the second part to this! Thank you to Leventego and TheOfficalJesus69 for requesting it! I hope this meets your expectations and that you request more in the future! :)

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 13, 2019 ⏰

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