I remember the night you messaged me
I remember you posted your Snapchat on your Instagram story
I remember it was 3 am
I remember watching Netflix and feeling my phone vibrate seeing you were typing
I remember my heart started pounding
I remember my hands shaking as I opened the message
I remember smiling when you send a hey with a little keyboard-made smiley face
I remember asking you what you were up to
I remember you saying you were in the van bored
I remember talking about some random stuff for a bit
I remember the exact moment you asked me if it was me
I remember saying yes
I remember getting a notification from Instagram saying you followed me
I remember the confusion of how you found me on Instagram
I remember screenshotting it
I remember then screenshotting the Snapchat notification you sent me next
I remember screenshotting it because I knew I would probably never talk to you again after this
I remember opening the Snapchat
I remember it was you giving me your number saying it would most likely be easier to text
I remember screaming silently
I remember not knowing what to do
I remember it taking 2 minutes for me to text you
I remember it feeling like it took me 30 minutes to text you
I remember talking about family
I remember talking about hair dye
I remember talking about paleness
I remember talking about breakups because we both just went through them
I remember talking about insomnia
I remember not sleeping that night because we were talking
I remember telling you about me coming to see you at a specific show
I remember you not believing me
I remember convincing you that I was
I remember you falling asleep
I remember you texting me apologizing for falling asleep
I remember talking to you non stop for the rest of the day
I remember being at work and pulling my phone out in secret to text you
I remember thinking you were flirting with me
I remember asking my best friend about it
I remember at the time she said you weren't
I remember still thinking you were
I remember all that happened on the first day
The first day we texted I smiled so much
I remember my best friend approving of you only because of how happy you made me
I remember being terrified that this happiness would go away
I remember not caring because I felt SO happy
I wish I stopped it there...
I wish I didn't let myself get so comfortable...
I wish I never snapchatted you...
I wish I never went to your concert...
I wish you never remembered me at that first concert...
I wish you never gave me your number...
I wish I had never snapchatted you...
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Thoughts About You...
Non-Fictionthoughts and stories about a boy who made me fall in love with him, then left me on read.