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thank u all so so much. this has been so fun for me and i am so extremely thankful i decided to join wattpad; even if i delete all my books except this one. we're nearly at 30k reads and holy frick i never thought i'd get this far in life with anything.. i love you all. every single one of you.
you are all so important to me and hold a special place in my heart... whenever you are feeling down just message me. i will remind you how very loved you are. every single one of you guys have been a part of this journey for me; growing into a better person, making new friends, even through my dumbass hiatus you guys stayed.
im so glad i still have the og readers here, too. you guys started this all for me. thank you. im so glad i made friends from this book — and im so glad i have readers i know would support me no matter what.
i am finally becoming comfortable with myself because of you all. you all make me happier as a person, with all the endless support you give me. this may seem really unnecessary, but i love u all and i wanted to show my appreciation. im sorry if i seem annoying — but i really hope you guys are happy. i hope you're eating enough, i hope you are sleeping a good amount, i hope you have someone you love — a friend or significant other — that's there for you no matter what. i hope you all have endless happiness.
a quick life update on my part; i got a pride flag for my room yesterday... i can tell my mom is not happy about it.. but she's trying to be supportive of me. i got rid of a ton of my clothes and donated them, and i feel a lot better now bc my room is a fuck ton cleaner. i dont really have much to say... but im doing good right now. im eating again... not much but im getting there, just at my own pace. i havent been getting much sleep lately, its been harder to sleep lately and im not sure why. i have bad days sometimes, and i do have the occasional mental breakdown, but.. im doing better. im getting happier. i finally dont want to die, as much as i usually do. id be lying if i said i didnt want to die at all. but the thought isnt there as much anymore. thats really it.. i love u guys.
also uh edit: the reasoning behind this is really weird honestly,, i was talking to one of my friends today about how sad i was and how unhappy i was with my life and i just had a moment where i thought "holy fuck, other people feel this way too, thats terrible, i need to let everyone know how much i absolutely love them" and this happened... uh yeah bye guys uwu !!
i hope you all had/have a great day. thank you if you read all this.
