The Scarred Coincidence

I Didnt Want To

I stayed there for a long time. A while ago, Darrius came back in wanting to talk to me or some shit but I didnt want to interact with anyone. The sex-god ended up coming in a little over an hour ago. I still didnt react. 

I didnt want to.

I didnt want to live.

I didnt want to be here anymore.

I just want the suffering to end. Seeing Braden again, sparked something within me. This shouldn't be happening, nothing should. I should be dead with the rest of them. I looked up from my knees to see both of the men just staring at me with morose expressions. I extended my leg trying to stretch them when a stinging thing came on my things. I layed my legs down anyways. 

I hissed in pain. Now, this caught their attention. Great, just great. I pulled up the dress and saw whip marks as usual on my legs. I looked at it and shrugged. I tried to pull it all the way back down but the sex-god jumping off the bed got MY attention. He came closer to me and I groaned. I'm not ready for this. I don't want his attention, even though a big part of me is craving it(Mostly Liza).

I  didn't bother to look up knowing that the sex-god was making his way toward me, fast. But surprisingly everything was in slow-mo. It was all kinda a blur. It wasn't unclear or anything just slow. Like my eyes were having a hard time adjusting. Before I knew it, or comprehend it he was in front of me. I furrowed my brows and looked at him like he just asked me to suck his big toe. His rough hand gently grabbed my leg. I didnt notice it because my eyes were locked with his grey orbs. He has a hard facade that is for sure, but in his eyes, I could see a storm brewing in his eyes. They were something extraordinary. Something unsure about his eyes. Something beautiful. I swear there was emotion swimming in his eyes. The grey orbs were a storm and I was the rain that he just happened to ruin my parade as well. He removed his gaze from my eyes but I didnt. they were just So mesmerizing. His long dark lashes clouded his eyes but not enough so that when he looked down I could still see the tiny flecks of gold in them. He was something. He looked so cold, but his eyes just looked troubled, like they could use a rain cap to help him. (Wink).

Even though I was as still as stone his hands worked up my dress to show my thigh. I heard him suck in a deep breath, probably trying to keep his composure? His hands just barely touched the whip mark. The red line was very prominent now. He grabbed my thigh in a not so gentle manner and I squealed and jumped back. I couldn't go anywhere with my back against the wall, but I wanted to. He looked shocked. Then just guilty.

He put his hand in front of his stature and looked behind him to Darrius. The sex-god nodded his head and walked towards me. Damn, a gangbang, I was not expecting that. My breathing stopped and so did the constant pounding in my ear. I looked between the two and two tears slid down my face. I didnt bother to wipe them though. He came up from behind me and looked to the sex-god for permission. The sex-god nodded his head like the traitor he is. He kneeled down to my level on the floor, and whispered, "Jag är ledsen för det här. Var stark." Surprisingly I knew what he said.

I'm sorry about this. Be strong.' He said.  Too bad, bitch. I've been strong forever. 

He wrapped his arms around me in a calm but a confining manner and I swear I gaged. The sex-god looked at me like he was conflicted like this was hard for him. I had to contain my scoff. I don't know where the attitude came from but I welcomed it. His stood in front of me and too kneeled so that he was face to face with me. I put my legs out and faced the other way. For some reason he has treated me like a sorta good prisoner, I mean I've never had this kind of treatment. 

"Dadda?" A voice said. I knew who it was. I ripped from Darrius grip and the other grip on my leg and ran towards the voice. Leilah was standing there with a teddy bear and a pink nightgown on. I ran toward him and he squealed? I picked him up and twirled him around.

"Hi." He said wheI I pulled him back to look at the face. He was such a girl, fuck.

I hugged him and continued to spin him around while he giggled.

I just knew I had a ghost smile on my face, but I couldn't wait to see him. I turned around and looked at Darrius. I walked over to him and spit on him like he was trash. He left him alone.

"Dadda? I was scared. A little girl said she wanted to play-" My eyes widened and I start to back away. My hands were in a protective grip around her.

I searched for the marker and board and found it the corner of the room. I set him down and ran towards it. I opened the marker and wrote, ' Don't leave Leilah alone. Never ever. Please. Don't leave her alone. She will get the boy .' I threw the board in the sex-god direction. He caught it with ease. 

'Show off.' Liza said. I ignored her comment and turned toward the boy. I grabbed his arm softly and kneeled to his height. For the second time in years, I was about to talk.

I whispered so low that only he could hear, "Don't play. Never with her. Understand?" He looked down at his shoes and then back to me. My voice was very raspy and gross?  I hadn't noticed it before.

He nodded and I sighed. I pushed him into my chest in a warm embrace. I looked over to the guys and warily nodded toward the boy. The little 'boy' pulled away, much to my dismay and glanced at my body, mostly my torso and legs.

 I honestly didnt know if he was a he or a she. I know women don't exist but he looks so? Feminine?

  "What er' these?" He asked.  I shrugged my shoulders.

"Do they hurt?" He asked. I shook my head. I'm used to it. It doesn't really bother me anymore.

"Come here." It wasn't the feminine boy who said that this time, it was the sex-god.

"Come here." He said, more sternly. I looked at him and just stared. I wanted to tell him off, but I didnt know who he was talking about.

He sighed.

I picked the feminine boy up and set him on the bed. I walked back over to my previous spot and picked up the teddy bear that she dropped. I handed it to her and turned around.

The black haired, bloody, and creepy girl stood at the entrance of the door. I was terrified. She pointed to the feminine boy and then acted to slit her throught. I ran to the door and slammed it shut. I sighed and leaned against the door. That bitch is scary.

I looked up and noticed Darrius whispering into the sex-gods ear. he had a face of stone, completely unreadable. I looked back at the door and then the feminine boy. The little kid was looking at the door as well. he had fear all over her face. 

"She, She won't get me. Right?" he asked pointing at the door. This caught everyone's attention. They asked her who and said that no one would hurt her, but she wasn't listening to them. She wanted my answer.

But I couldn't give her one. I didnt know. She was probably gonna get taken by her, even though id do anything to stop it I don't think I'll be strong enough to. Everyone looked at me for my answer. I didnt say anything I just walked over to her. I sat on the edge of her bed and played with her hair.

She swatted my hands away and looked at me with a serious expression on her face.

"Will she? Will she?" she yelled while shaking me. I looked down at her and grabbed the marker and board. 'Don't be anywhere at any time by yourself.' I wrote. She read it and shook her head. "But, she's scary. You won't let her, right?"  I shook my head. She did a dramatic wipe of her forehead. 

The sex-god stomped toward me and grabbed my arm. He pulled me away from ear reach from the child. Sparks shot through my arm but I ignored it. He looked pissed and I probably looked like I was gonna piss my pants.

He whispered harshly, "What are you doing, scaring her? Who the hell is this 'girl' you are talking about?" I gained some of the courage I had left and pointed to the door. I walked over to it and pulled to the sex-god along with me. I opened the door and sure enough, she was standing there. I scurried behind him and pointed at her.