Jasher (Jonas x Asher ) -The Giver fanfic

CHAPTER 1

"JONAS! COME PUT AND PLAY WITH ME!" Asher called from put side my bedroom. My name is Jonas, I am 14 years old, my best friend's name is Asher and I have a huge secret. I'm gay. But my family is Christian soooo...that's not gonna go well. "SURE, ONE SEC ASHER!" I said as I rush to get my jacket and shoes on.

I rushed out the door almost falling down the stairs. "Where are you going?" Lily asked as she was doing her homework on the table in the dining room. "I'm going to play outside with Asher." I said trying to open the door without her noticing. "Just don't kiss the guy, not yet at Least." She said as she continued to do her work. "you know?" I asked in a panicking voice. "Yep. But don't worry, I won't tell mom and dad" she said giving me the thumbs up.

"Thanks Lily." I say as I hug her. "I thought Asher was waiting." As soon as she said that i heard Asher knock on the door. "Dude, hurry up."  He said as I rushed to open the door giving my sister a smile and mouthing thank you before closing the door.

"Hey, can I ask you something?" Asher said in a more serious tone. "You just did." I said as I tossed the Apple. "Have you had any weird dreams?" He said as he caught and tossed the Apple back. "As in what kind of weird?" I say as I slowly start to drop the Apple before realizing and catching it before it touched the ground. "Like a dream that makes you feel a certain way about someone. It makes your 'thing' feel weird." He said as he pointed to in between his legs while slightly blushing. "No, at least not yet." I say with slight hesitation because I looked where he was pointing. Not gonna lie I was kinda attracted to Asher.

But I was telling the truth when I said that i didn't have that weird dream as he called it. I hope I didn't have one about him or the awkwardness was going to go through the roof. "Why do you ask?" I questioned tilting my head a bit. "Because I had one last night and it was kinda about-" Asher was cut off as my mom called me in for dinner. "Jonas, honey it's dinnertime. Come inside now." She said as she was holding her sweater closed. (A/N it was like the begining of spring, so like the middle of march.) "Okay! Coming!" I said as i threw the apple one last time to Asher. "Bye Ash." I said as i turned around waving back at him. "Yeah, bye dude." He said as he rubbed his left arm like he was nervous about something.

"So...Jonas, can we ask you something? About Asher?" My parents said. "Um...sure, I guess." I said as I ate my food. "Does he...um...like you in any different way? Like other than friends." I stared at them questioning why they said that. "Like has he told you about any dream in particular that he had about you?" They said maybe trying to clear up what they said before.

"I don't think he had one about me. But before mom called me in, he was asking if I had a dream that made me feel weird, and I said no. I was confused why he said that so I asked him why and he told me he had one last night and was about to tell me what was it about and who was in it, But then mom called me. And I came inside." (A/N im laughing at the part where it says "i came inside." Because it's me ya boi dirty_minded_girl_6969 😂)

I was so confused why everyone was asking me things like that. I looked over at Lily and she looked away as she caught my glare. She told them. I Knew it. I knew she told them. "Mom, dad, can I ask you something... in private."i said as I look towards Lily telling her to go away. "Yeah, of course." My dad said. "Lily, sweetheart can you go upstairs and get your pyjamas on please?" Mom said as she grabbed Lilly's hand. "Ok." She said as she pushed her chair in, put her plate in the sink and walked upstairs.

"So," my mother said as she finally looked back at me "What do you wanna ask us?"  I was hesitant to ask but I had to just so I can get this feeling off my chest. "Did Lily tell you guys anything about me?" I say as I look down not wanting to see my parents faces. I looked back up only a couple seconds later because my neck was starting to hurt. "Actually,"my dad started "she did say something about you." I knew it. I felt so embarrassed that i wanted to hide in my room and never come out again.

"What did she say?" I said as I tried to hold back tears. "she said that you were....gay. is it true?" Omfg. Im about to kill this girl. I told her not to tell anyone. I felt the tears starting to fall and i couldn't help but let them fall. I could tell my dad was panicking because I could slightly see the worry for me start to build. "Y-yeah. I am. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to- *sniff sniff* (A/N let the gay panicking comense.) I was-then he-and I couldn't- and ever since then I was- I'm sorry mommy! I didnt mean for this to happend! Im sorry! Please dont be mad or not like me anymore! Im still me. I just....don't....like....girls." I was a trainwreck. I couldnt stop hyperventilating. I needed to breathe but I couldn't.

I felt like i was going to faint. "Mommy i cant breathe! I need air! Can't  breathe." I didnt know what to do anymore. I was panicking to the point where i couldnt breathe. "Mo- did he just call me mommy?" I could tell that she was shocked. Because  whenever i called her mommy, she knew something was wrong with me. "Hun! He can't breathe! We gotta take him to the hospital!" My dad said in a more worried tone then before. I clings to my dad's arm as he picked me up off the ground. The last thing i remember saying was " Please bring Asher, please." Before i blacked out.

Hello dear children, for i am the unholy person that is going to write next chapter with some...juicy things. Anyways thank you for reading this.
Goodbye, my girlies/non-girlies (boy-human-creature-thingy)/non-binary fairies~

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Kay bye~❤