(Chainsmoker closer instrumental music for this)
I've been holding on been here for a really long time and I-i-i can't breathe
and I-i-i can't breathe
you've been breaking my heart
been to the city in a broke down car
and yea you dont call
now you're getting pretty in the hotel bar
and I-i-i can't breathe
how you broke my heart in two
how am I supposed to trust you
Yeah you left me years ago nowI'm sick of crying on my own and
I'm 16 learn more than you will ever learn or be
because I'm strongerI'm living
I'm suffocating but I'm strongerit's okay that I'm suffocating
it's okay that I want to die
it's okay cuzthat's what you want to hear it's okay cuz
tonight and I'm sitting here on my owntonight wondering what I did to you
Wondering if this relationship we have is worth the fight cuz
You walked out on me years ago
Left me on the flocrying my eyes out baby please no mo-o-o
I'm sick and I'm sick and I'm sick and I'm tiredof all that you promised me baby
you lied lied and lied again
but why did I believe you
and forgive you the first time
You're no better than my exnever better than the next
better off alone cuz I'm crying now o-oh
you don't deserve meyou don't
I'm better off alone now tonight sitting in my room
Shouldn't be crying
Been thinking about what we used to do
And how much and how many things I did to try and please younever grateful
Never humble
no you always wanted more you always want me to do more always want wanted more no I can't do thatI can't
so tonight
I'ma sit in my room thinking about what to doI'm over you
yeah I'm over you
nothing more nothing lessjust an excuse to call you the best
Well you ain't
sick of these tear stained cheeksand the ruined Foundation
was never a healthy relation
now I'm sitting in my room alone and happyIm so over you
over you
tonight just wanted to say you walked out on me years ago but I'm over that just so you knowI hope the next girl sees how worthless you are because she doesn't deserve putting up with you
I don't want to change my number
OR TO stick aroundno
I don't want to be the bestno no no
sick of hanging on to something there was neverI'm sick of you
it's not you it's me that's the line you used to say babybut I learned the truth
and I don't care what you do
Because its over between me and you
and you lose
you lose
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