I lay here tonight...
tears blind my eyesight...
stare at the ceiling, my room cold as can be...
chills that make my skin feel free...
free from the pain, free from the memories...
free from the nightmares that dare to haunt me...
I don't sleep for fear will rise beneath the realm when I close my eyes...
and I lay here in bed crying all night...
just one simple thing fills my mind...
what would life be normal like?
A mom and a dad no worry or fright...
A sister who cared...
A brother who dared...
to protect you in anyway shape or form...
A grandma who was never so mean, and a great life without all the negativity...
what would life life be without the anxiety, what would life be without me?
what would life life be without the anxiety, what would life be without me?
I ponder ever night...
I lay here in tears all night...
I lay here eyes filled with fright...
scared to sleep for what lies when I close my eyes...
wondering...
wondering...
Ohhhh...
wondering what I did to deserve this life...
yeah...
cuz if I had an ordinary life...
I'd be in school not working a 9-5...
I'd have a mom and a daddy too...
I'd have it all, but nothing so small...
not one with money just simplicity...
I never asked for the life I have...
one filled with pain and misery...
that makes me rethink my existence entirely...
so maybe if I had a normal life things would be alright...
but it's not...
so that's why I'm crying in bed all night...
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My songs I wrote
RomanceHere are songs, I've written. Please don't steal them... If you want to sing them and make a cover of them, you can but give me credit for them. My name is Ashley McDonald. So include that, the song name and say it's a cover. And let me know ahead o...
