living in the mind of a teenage girl.

my life.

well hey, my names spencer. I'm 14 and I have quite the life you don't want. when i was 12 I got diagnosed with depression. everything went downhill from that point. I have been dating a boy for 2 years his names Alex. well enjoy the story :).

Spencer's point of view,,:I was walking home from school and I had my headphones in listening to Billie ellish. I noticed that my moms car was in the driveway and normally she's never home when I'm going home. I walked into the door and went to the cabinet to take medicine. My mom came running down the stairs crying and rushing me to get in the car she was on the phone so I grabbed my phone charger changed clothes and got in the car. She started pulling out of the driveway and I asked "mom what's happening??" she told me that my dad had been in a terrible car accident that he was in the hospital. I started crying and I don't think I have ever cried so much. The hospital he was in was about an hour away we finally got there and I went into my dads room. He was sleeping and I held his hand and told him I loved him. I had to go stay with my grandparents that night and had to get up and go to school the next day. I walked to school and I got there and my best friend was outside "hey spence what's up?" I'd just smile and be like hey!! I walked to my locker and grabbed all my belongings and then walked to first period. The day went by very slowly but it was over Before I knew it I went and saw my dad while he was awake I told him I loved him and he told me he loved me and to never stop being the person I am that he knew I could make it through life. My grandparents came and picked me up I had a feeling my dad thought he wouldn't make it. I went and stayed at my boyfriends house that night.
Alex's point of view,,: I sat in the bathroom while spencer took a shower and I waited for her to get out I knew what she was going through so when she was done i left the room and let her get dressed and then when she was done I gave her a hug and kissed her and I layed in my bed running my fingers through her hair and watching movies until my beautiful babygirl was sleeping.
Spencer's pov: I woke up the next morning with a text on my phone from my mom..

mom: Spencer I'm so sorry. your father didn't make it..
I cried so much and I layed on Alex's chest and sobbed.
after this life went downhill...

to be continued!!!