Love Don't Change (Book 2)

Chapter 3

Lauren's P.O.V.

Broken. Empty. Devastated.

Those words don't even get close to how I feel. They're small words, really small.

How my life turned into this hell? I was the happiest woman alive. Now I'm not truly living.

I haven't seen Normani in two days. Not since I dropped the bomb saying 'I love you'. I just couldn't take it anymore. I needed her to believe me, I'm still crazy in love with her. Even more now since she gave birth to my daughter.

I love Mani, I love Isabella. I love them with every single fiber of my body and heart. They're my life. But sadly, I can't show all my love to them. To Normani specifically. She doesn't even let me say to her more than five words everytime we see each other. And it fucking hurts.

But with Isabella is completely different. She makes me forget a little the deep pain I feel everytime I see Normani. She's my light in the darkness. Nonetheless, I miss her mother like crazy. I'm going insane without Normani.

Flashback

"Babe, we need to find a name for our kid. He can't born and not have a name already" I say to Normani kissing her forehead and she chuckles.

"Who says is a boy?" She lifted her head from my chest with a subtle smirk that makes me want to jump on her again "I'm almost one hundred percent sure is a girl" She leans down to kiss me on the lips.

My lips that by the way, must be all swollen because of all the biting she gave me just minutes ago in one of our rounds.

She has been insatiable lately, must be her hormones, but I'm not complaining for sure. If it were up to me, I'd make love to her 24/7. I just love to be with her in all intimate way possibles. Besides she feels so fucking good.

My heart, my soul, my body and of course my dick loves Normani. All of me loves Normani.

We pulled away and stared lovingly into each other's eyes, her freaking gorgeous brown eyes "I love you babe" I whispered against her cute nose, because now she's nuzzling her nose in every single part of my face. She's so adorable.

"I love you too" Normani says as she lifted up her face from mine, looking down at me "We need to finish some details for the reception Lo. Our wedding date it's around the corner."

"I know" I hugged her tight by her slim waist and turned us over. She gives me a mischievous smile "But first" I lean down to briefly touch her lips with mine. I just can't have her this close and not doing it "We need to find to our little boy or girl a name." She playful rolled her eyes.

"Okaaay, we have about eight months to do that, but if you want to do it right now, I guess I don't have any other option." Normani smile to let me know she's kidding. I'm the luckiest person alive right now. Everyone would kill to have this girl with them. But she's mine. She'll be my future wife. No one else.

"Okay first, if is a boy, I want him to be named..." I look down at her and she arch an eyebrow, how fucking sexy is that? "I want him to be named Nicholas." I add and Normani immediately frowns.