where Soonyoung is tired of trying
soonhoon
Warnings
Deppresion
Blood
Suicide thoughts
Self harm
Mental disorders
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I woke up and i still felt like shit, but i knew i had to go to school, i got up and checked my phone and my phone has never had this many messages from people, it made me stressed.
75 missed calls 40 messages 7 voicemails
i always check my insta but everyone sent this one pic to me
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oh i forgot that it was the competition yesterday i guess they did a duet together and won, atleast jihoon is happy
2 hours later
i arrived at the front gate and immediately people were staring, some happy, sly, jealous and i didnt want any of it so i ran away to my locker and scoops saw me and he looked so worried and stressed "soonyoung, i havent heard from you in 2 days and neither has anyone else ARE YOU OKAY, we thought you died, and you look like youve been crying" i just shrugged and explained that im in no mood " jihoon is worried sick" that name made me slighly sick i just wanted to go home again because i just realised that i have every class with him and Ailee is with him now, he wont have time with me anymore
jihoon POV
i walked in on a happy mood with Ailee, i couldnt help but to hold her hand and all the girls cooed and looked so happy for us but others not so much, i went to my lockers with Ailee but i noticed that soonyoung is there "ji ji i think we should go to cafe" ailee was a quick thinker so i went wither instead i wanted to see soonie and asked why he didnt show up yesterday on a competition
