chapter five

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𝟗:𝟒𝟕 𝐀.𝐌.

I slept in late today.

And my heart dropped to my stomach.

I pulled my phone close up to my face, and like I thought, I had a missed call from Zara and a text from them as well.

"𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥! 𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤. 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐞!"

She wrote a couple of other updates about Charlotte's project for the science fair—I swear, if anyone's going to figure out time travel, it's going to be her—and the giant waves recently that have brought in a ton of foreign surfers. My heart panged painfully in my chest.

Oh how I missed our fireside chats—me, Mom, Zara, and Charlotte—we'd sit and talk for hours with just a thermos of coffee and a charcuterie board between us.

I needed something refreshing like that.

I began to type:

"𝐈 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐬! 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 (𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐦). 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐌𝐨𝐦, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐒𝐲𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡! 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐈'𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞. 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐰𝐨-𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞—𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲!"

Once I sent it, I forced myself to get out of bed. Now that Breck and I are officially on Spring Break, there's no pressure weighing down on me. For once, there's no expectations, and I can do what I want.

After I showered, toweled myself dry, and headed into my closet, I nearly laughed. I was staring at the empty-ish racks the same way I had yesterday. How did I have the gall to act surprised that the rest of my clothes hadn't hung themselves while I'd been sleeping?

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