!!WARNING!! sad shit ahead
this is gonna be long and sad because barely anyone knows who i am on here so i can vent all i fucking want
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so , im single now. i have been for a couple of weeks. and to be 100% honest, it fucking sucks. every time i see him my heart breaks and its just :/ its dumb. cause its only middle school and i wont think about it at all in the future but right now ,, its just . it hurts. and i hate it. whenever i think about dating someone else, hes the only person that comes up in my brain . i havent talked to him in weeks and i miss him so goddamn much . im not talking to him ever again so that fact really hurts. i never want him to leave my life but once hes off to highschool im never going to see him again. i yelled at him,, a lot and i feel really bad . its not my fault- he broke my fucking heart . but i just feel i went too far. i guess the thing really bothering me is how it happened. how hed just supposedly "fallen out of love" with me . was i just not good enough for him ? i gave him everything i had. i cared about him- fuck- i still care about him . and he just left me alone. it sucks . it sucks fucking ass . anyways. heres my ted talk. thanks
