The most embarrassing thing

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Hey guys! Welcome back! With another! Author's note..... Yeah.. I know I suck ok? But today.. . Well yesterday... I had a breakdown! But first I gotta tell you why I haven't been able to make chapters.
First off, I'm still recovering from losing my tablet...... Yeah..... And do you wanna hear a for me heartbreaking 💔 story???? I'll tell anyways
So it started like this
Wednesday, is always the day when our adviser, Sir Mario, chooses and pair us up.... Cuz it's free day..... And..... Yeah, it was even me and all my best friends' Friendaversarry, how do you spell that? Oh whatever! And theeen, I was wearing a cute peach colored dress with black flowers on it! I really liked it because it wasn't mine...hehe..... And then..... Yeah.. another again with Khian..... Hwe ..... And then as the Flag Ceremony was done, blah blah blah blah..... We were sitting down and then the ritual started. I was picked for being one of the top clothes thingy thingy.... And then Khian was up too! And..... I don't wanna tell you who broke my heart but...... I HAVE to tell you....



























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Kirsten. Yes.... Her..... Well, I still love her though but.... Ok so then when we were voted by being silent, they weren't silent for me.... Which actually broke my heart... Like really.... Really but okay and then I didn't show it like usual. And then I sat down. And when it was Kirsten's turn it went silent, and the same for Khian. Which really really worsen my day because of Tuesday, and then, I let go.... I know, how stupid of me to let go, how stupid of me to show them that how WEAK I am..... And I was laugh-crying, and Sir Mario told me he was looking forward to talking to me......... And when Science started, I was blank faced the whole time because they were talking about.... Well... My Friend Gabi, she was a bit of a snake because IN FRONT of me which actually made me angry, in front of me talked about the ship Kirsten x Khian.... And Joecielle, a friend of mine that I trust, because I already told 'em that I still have a bit of liking to Khian but how could they do that to me? Like writing this is making me cry in anger. Back to the story, this actually made me walk out and go to the bathroom, that made Khent( the ex best friend of Joecielle and a guy) come running after me, (this happened during a group activity) I went in and closed the door shut behind me, Khent was knocking on the door asking
"Dan, please open the door, it's okay,please Dan.. "
I was crying while peeing, I really needed to pee though,and so I did,but then all of our members came after to the door and then saying
"Dan, I'm sorry" or "Dan, we didn't mean to" ok, didn't mean to?! How dare you?! Didn't mean to ey?! So what happened a while ago in the classroom and during the picking huh?! You were so focused on your ship you didn't even have the mind to think back and check out for you friend's feelings! Then I had the courage to open the door, but still not forgiving them, really, angry at them. I opened the door angrily and they were behind me, Khent, was the one who was very supportive and he comforted me... He was the only one who didn't I don't know how you call that, front-stabbed me, and the other boys too, and there were two girls who didn't front-stabbed me, Clairah and Purity. And Lance, as always, while he was hearing the convo of Joecielle and Gabi, he then cut in
"Hey, could you just stop? Can't you see someone's falling apart just because of your conversation here? Look around and try to take back what you said!" He shouted a bit leaving them wordless and that made me feel comfortable with Lance. And then Time skip to Recess time. As I was getting my book which is near to Sir Mario's table with him on the chair, he looked at me while getting the book and then he stopped me. The convocation was like this:
Mario: Daneila, come here in my front
*Uh ohhhhhh
Mario:  Why did you cry?.
Me: Sir seriously?!
Mario: Yeah, I get your feeling okay? It's okay- It's normal to be jealous
Hearing this made me cry( writing this made me cry)
Mario: But you have to control it okay?
*Crack
Me: Yes Sir but there was a reason sir, it was because of yesterday..
Mario: Ahh okay, you can go now.
And then the rest of the day..... Was happy happy . The End........
Okay, the reason I cried, here is the story this happened last Tuesday
After having the Dance practice, me and Purity went to the mall near the school to get a little drink. And then a tricycle came by and the following people inside we're
Halley, Angela, Doland,Gabi, and Khian....... Worst luck
I always like being last one to go home cuz it's fun but this happened
The driver asked if there was anyone who lived in Castillo Village, and then I said me, but I too said I wanna be last
And then Khian said
"Hey! You gotta be first!" And then Khian backed him up, and then the first one to go home was Purity then Khian. And then Halley said
"Uncle! Why didn't you took Daneila home first? She's just wasting our time..." This sentence made my heart crack and break, and so I hugged my bag and laid back. Angela, who was beside me, looked at me and then asked
"Dan, are you okay?" I then looked at her and then smiled and then said
"I'm fine..." And then I gave the driver 10 pesos for the trouble and then walked home. I laid back on the bed after changing clothes and then thought about what Halley said and then said
"If I was a waste of time, why did you even pick me up? If I was a waste of time, my mom wouldn't of have to give birth to me. If I was a waste of time, why did God even think about making me exist?" Saying this made my dog come up the bed and hugged me, I hugged him back too. And that is why, and then the day of Wednesday only made it worse Okaaayyyy, I am Soo sleepy guys, I have to go, that is all I have to tell you guys, and I have to tell you guys another one, and it really squeezed me heart and then powdered it... Kirsten






























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