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I should've thought something better. Of course they know absolutely everything about me. Even my menstrual cycle. That's how sick they were. They could name every and any fact about me that even I myself didn't know.

And I absolutely hated it. I was a stranger to myself, they kept information about me that I needed to them selves, refused to tell me.

Everything had been weird since the bathroom incident, they would check me up and down, trying to find any kind of bruise that might have caused blood spill. But I had learned a few things from them, I guess they weren't completely useless.

I had hidden it pretty well, just like they kept hidding things from me. They were more shady than usual, which means that they really don't want me to find out about someting. I'll just have to ask Sungmin.

I didn't dislike Sungmin as much, after all he is only following orders. And it was much easier to trick him, I'd actually get answers from him.

But even I knew that sometimes it's best to talk to Jinsoo instead, he's the worst out of them all, but he's the most mature too.

I'd try with Sungmin and then with Jinsoo. I must be really careful with him, he isn't the brains of the group for nothing after all.

I went out the room, now searching for Sungmin. If I was lucky I wouldn't bump into anyone.
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I found Sungmin without much trouble, he was in the gaming room. As always if not with me.

I entered and he didn't even notice me. Sometimes I wonder, what could he have been like if he wasn't influenced by the rest?

They were older when eomma died and they probably got traumatized, not wanting to loose me too they created an obsession.

It made me want to assure them that it was all alright. But it wasn't, they were not alright, they were not normal. And they were dangerous.

Maybe I should take Sungmin away with me too, and I will get away. But he wouldn't accept. And if they found us then he would see their true colors.

And it would be much difficult to hide two persons instead than just one, what if he makes a mistake? We're done.

I walk up to Sungmin and sit next to him, he turns to me and shows me his boxy smile. Out of everyone he's the one with the cutest boxy smile.

"Noona! What are you doing here?" He had big dark brown eyes. I remember when I was little we'd stare at each other until we fell asleep. He had always been my soft spot.

"Sungmin... What's been going on lately? You've all been so shady lately." What should I do about him?
"Noona, I don't think I can tell you..." He said looking down, pouting.

"Why? Is it that important? Please answer me." What should I do about them?

"I'm sorry noona, but the hyungs probably won't like you knowing about it. I can ask Jinsoo hyung if you want to though." He proposed.
"No need, I'll ask him myself I guess." I trailed off. How will he react?

I went to stand up but Sungmin pushed me back down.

"Don't leave yet noona, let's play something!" He pleaded.
"But I was going to go ask Jinsoo now."
"He'll get angry, just wait for a few moments. Play with me in the meantime." He handed me a controller.

"No, I can't right now." I got up and left, now looking for Jinsoo instead.

I found him in the living room, reading house magazines. I stared at him, more like glared, from the door and he slowly lifted his head. Coming eye to eye with me.

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