Our Little Secret

{ALEKS POV}

James.....James Wilson jr....Your one of the most stupidest person I have ever loved.....I blank out while playing prop hunt until I hear James "hey what the Fuck is this?" He asked in a mocking voice then Dexsters voice came right after " exactly like....ALEKS WHY ARE YOU HERE???" He asked and james giggled as I try my best to sound like myself after my little....moment...Once we finished I sighed ' this crush thing got even harder since I moved in with him...' I thought as I lean back in my chair and take a sip of my water,I suddenly hear something clanking and I look over my desk and I see Ein walk in "hey girl,how's it going? Hm?" I asked the dog as she whines next to me and scratches my gray skinny jeans.I give her a confused look" what's wrong girl? Do you want something??" I get up as she leads me to James door and scratches it as I slowly open it I see James asleep on his bed on his side as I walk in with Ein "I guess he was really tired over the last video..." I quietly say to myself.Ein jumps up and curls into a ball next the James legs as I sit down beside him and look at his back facing me,he looks so peaceful I just wanna cuddle right next to him as I hear his voice" how long are you gonna stare at me?" He ask as he turns over to get a Better look at me,my cheeks were starting to heat up. "U-uh sorry dude Ein was asking to be with you and I....uh....thought you were already asleep so I just wanted to make sure you were ok..." I say stupidly as James gave me a confused face" you. worried? That's unlikely" he giggled as I sighed in annoyance" hey you went to the hospital yesterday and I just wanted to make sure you don't push yourself. " I said as he rolls his eyes "yeah yeah well I need sleep so see you tomorrow then Aleksander" he said and cover himself with blankets. "O-oh ok...." I say and leave the room and just sit outside his door and pull my knees to my chest and look at the white ceiling and think about what would happen if i didn't confess as i thought i slowly drifted off and went to sleep there.

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Next chapter will be about Seamus.