Jacob x abused reader (twilight)

Chapter three

-jacob-pov-
The next day comes, they guys are looking for me. How did she find a place like this? No one even knows it exists, she's skilled. it's around lunch time, my leg is fully healed, but I stay, waiting for her to come back.
"hey bud, sorry i took so long."
my head snaps in her direction, she has a big bruise on her cheek. i growl, she instead of backing up walks over, kneeling in front of me.
"how you feeling?"
she rests her hand on my head, looking at me with soft beautiful eyes. she looks at my arm, well, leg.
"wow, that's incredible... must not been as bad as it looked."
she smiles slightly, most beautiful thing ive ever seen. she stands and grabs a bag she put by the little door.
"i brought you some food..."
She trails off in thought and lays down three sandwiches, some chicken, and two water bottles. She unwraps the food from little clothes and smiles nervously, kneeling in front of me again.
"im sorry, this is all i could get..."
She lays it in front of me, such a kind girl. I lean towards her and lick up the side of her face with the bruise. she chuckles and wipes her cheek, putting her hand on my snout and kissing my head.
"yeah, i like you too... let's find you a name, shall we?"
I give her a weird look, please don't choose something weird!
She thinks for a second.
"jacob."
she smiles.
"yeah, you look like a jacob..."
she stands up.
"well, i have to go... see you later jacob."
Don't go, stay, please, when you leave I get so worried. i tug in her pant sleeve and she looks at me, tilting her head in the cutest way.
"what? you want me to stay?"
i nod and pull her down, she giggles and pets me.
"alright... only a little longer."
She speaks playfully. I scoot one of the sandwiches to her leg.
"for me? no, you need to stay healthy."
I growl playfully and nip at her arm. She smiles and sighs, leaning on my side.
"ok... we can split it."
About an hour later she kisses my head and stands up.
"ok, now i have to go, i'll be back, i promise."
She smiles one last time at me and leaves. Best hour of my life.
-blu-pov-
i felt pretty good just now... safe, content... i sigh, shaking my head as i walk home, going up stairs, happy the guys are gone and sit in the tub. i pull my sleeve up as everything comes back. no one loves me, how could they? im a monster. hideous, disgusting, slut, whore. i run some cold water and try to calm down. when it doesn't work i get out, opening the bathroom cabinet and grabbing a bottle of pills. i can end this... i can see mom again... tears fall in a slick, dull burn down my cheeks. i close my eyes, open the bottle and take one, two, two at a time, three, four... i keep taking set after set until the bottles empty. i grab another and do the same, continuing the cycle until there are four empty pill bottles on the counter. i pass out, collapsing into darkness. im sorry mom...