Mine

Chapter Eighteen

I silently look out into the world, my arms gripping harder on my legs. I look out of the window as the sun starts to peak out for the first time today. I haven't moved from this window sill for a few hours now. Looking outside kind of keeps me from going insane for a while. There hasn't been much action, but it is still fun to watch the few cars coming home from a night of drinking. There are a few bird too, which adds a different part of a scenery.

Sometimes I wish I could be a bird. I could roam free, not having a care in the world. I could be the peace in someone else's life like how they are now to me. It is too good to be true though.

"(Y/n)?" I hear someone question.

I can already hear who it is. He is probably up for his morning routine. Wait, that means I have stayed here all night? Steve makes his way over to me, placing a hand on my shoulder. I whip my head towards it, glaring at is hand. Steve quickly pulls his hand away, "Look (y/n), I really hate this. You have been like this for months, when are you going to change. When are you going to come back to the (y/n) I love?"

I stand up quickly, my fingers start to form into a fist as I advance towards the super soldier. I start to growl at steve."You need to understands that girl is gone, she left the night she was taken. So it is best if you forget you ever loved me. It is for the best"

"You know I can't just do that (y/n)."

"Well you need to at least try, okay? I will never be the same person. I can't even cook a normal meal without me shaking like a storm."

"Can't I at least try to get you back?"

"That is what we are trying to do Steve, can't you see what everyone else is trying to do to help me. No, you can't. You think that if you keep your distance from me I will magically fall in love with you again. News flash captain, I am unfixable. I am now a killing machine like him."

I couldn't bring myself to say his name. Both of us have total different memories of the male. I know Steve will hate me if I spoke my heart out about how I feel about him.

"Hey Steve, let's get out of here." Sam says with his hands up.

I drop my shoulders as I realise I was a bit harsh on him. But it is for better. He can't got to sleep knowing I might still love him. Someone out there can treat Steve like how I used to treat him.

I turn my back to the boys, my breathing evening out. Faintly I could hear Steve and Sam shuffle out of the living room, leaving me alone again. Sometimes I hate being alone, but it is for the best. With this thing inside of me, I don't know what I can do if I get out of control.

Subconsciously I make my way towards the kitchen. I press the brew button on the coffee pot after I slide a cup under the nozzle. Within seconds I will have a steaming cup of deliciousness.

Unknowns pov------------

My head bangs against a wall as someone throws me across a table. I couldn't hear what anyone was yelling due to the ringing in my ears. If only I was quick enough I wouldn't be in a heap on the floor. Yet here I am.

With a little bit of strength I had, I crawl over to my computers. I lift myself up to my chair before I peak over my shoulder incase any intruder decides to come into my workspace. My colleagues lay on the floor, bless their soul for trying to save me.

With quick fingers I type into the computer, sending every personal information I have on anything onto a hard drive. With this containment breach I don't know what is going to happen. All I know is that I need to get these files safe. If they get out into the world that will be the end of me and this organization.

Once everything is saved onto the USB, I stood up. I throw it into my satule, along with other important things. I only know of one route that can get me out of here without any problems. Hopefully this problem has already been in this area, so he won't have to come back to it. I open the door to my lab, peaking out of the door. A few guards run pass me, heavily equipped with guns. One of the guard turns to me and nods. I nod back before I go into the opposite direction as them.

I pass multiple guards some of them running pass me, others telling me to go into a certain direction. I am in a higher position than them, what are they thinking that they can tell me what to do. Complete idiots.

I slide my key card in the doors lock. The small light turns green, unlocking the door. I swiftly open the door, making my way straight towards my car. I smile at the shining beauty, it is going to get me far from here. I think I am going to take a little vacation, I think I deserve it.

Unlocking my car door, I get in the leather seats. I throw my satchel into the passenger seat. My eyes drop to my coffee mug in the cup holder, completely forgotten by me this morning. If I wasn't in a rush today, then I would have that coffee in my body. No, someone had to get restless. Another complete idiot.

My key smoothly slides into the ignition, bringing the engine to life. The small purrs of the car let a wave of relief wash over me. My hand grabs onto the gear shift, ready to turn it into drive. What I didn't see was a fist smashing into the driver side window, colliding with my head.

The person starts to pull me out of the car, maybe he will save me. He does need me. I mean everyone needs me, I am literally the smartest person alive. I create things other people can't. People wish they could be me, but they can't.

But a gun gets pressed to my head, without a second though the person holding me pulls the trigger.