First Love, First Pain

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I'm not sure why you choose to mess with me,

Cause my heart so much pain,

Not sure why I still allow all this pain

I can feel my heart break at the mention of you.

I know I must move on,

Oh; and trust me I will

But right now,

I'm not sure how.

I should not be dreaming

I should not be crying

I should not be caring

I should be listening.

So much pain

So many memories

So many chances

So much disappointment.

I thought we would work

Hoped we would work

Prayed we would work

God told me to move on.

Praying that I can move on

Praying the pain will pass

Praying you will not pop in

Praying these memories away.

So much pain

So much confusion

So much regret

Time to forget it all

Goodbye, my first love

Never to see you again,

I hope you will be happy,

Your future is wide open. 

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