Alright guys I know it's been a while since I last updated. My fault lol. I'm back on that grind I'm gonna try to write more.
I haven't slept in a week. I feel weak. I still remember it like it was yesterday, Mikey's mom calling me to tell me that I lost him. I lost the one person that made me feel whole. The worst part is I couldn't give him all the love he deserved. Now it's too late. I made a mistake, I'll admit it. But I didn't think something like this would happen because of it. I hate myself right now. I wish I can just have one more day with him. We didn't even get to kiss. We're supposed to have our happy ending and be married in the future. But now none of that's gonna happen.
I get up after long hours of staying awake thinking of Mikey. I don't know if I'm ready to go to school today. I've missed three days already but I might have to make it four. Rodney's been texting me nonstop to see how I'm doing. To be honest I don't even know how I'm doing.
I pick up my phone and see his texts.
How are you doing
I know this must be hard for you
Can we please talk
This is hard for me. I keep thinking I'm gonna get a text from Mikey but no that's never gonna happen again.
Maybe getting out could be good for me. I walk outside and I'm instantly reminded of what happened that night. I try to think of something else but all I could think of is the look on Mikey's face. How helpless he looked. With blood all over his face he look unrecognized. I wish I could've helped him. I should've looked for him. I should've known. This is all my fault. But being at home isn't gonna do anything I have to get up and go to school.
School was the same as it usually was. Trash. Can you believe Ms. Nichols was talking about getting her back blown out by Mr. Brown. Well she didn't but I'm sure she was thinking it.
In the car I put on my usual playlist. I start playing "Butter Pecan" by YNW Melly. As I feel the cool breeze through my hair, I scream the lyrics to this song.
WHITE COUP BUTTER PECAN
THICC B**** PUERTO RICAN
This song really speaks to me. I get to a red light and I see Mr. Salme in the car with three unusual men. The strange thing is he's sitting in the back seat and he looks really uncomfortable to be there. I see the guy sitting next to Salme kiss him on the cheek.
I laugh at the thought that he gave me an F on a test and now he's getting molested. Life is crazy.
Maybe today wasn't so bad. The universe isn't exactly in my favor but that's okay because I'm just gonna be happy regardless.
I stop off at Walmart because I have to pick up a few things. The Walmart I go to is filled with ghetto people and crackheads. I walk in and I'm immediately welcomed with the must of Walmart.
I really have to use the bathroom but I know the bathroom is gonna be disgusting here. I went to the bathroom here one time and I saw piss all over the floor. But desperate times come for desperate measures and I really gotta pee so screw it.
I walk into the men's bathroom and I could smell the pee and uncleanliness of this bathroom. I open one of the stalls to check if it's empty when I see a man on top of another man. Except this man is on his knees and has his lips to the other man's crotch. I can't believe I'm seeing someone getting top in a Walmart bathroom. The even stranger thing about this is that the guy getting head looks like Alfredo the security guard.
I exclaim "I'm so sorry" as I try to close the door fast. The two men quickly walk out of the stall and I see that it actually is Alfredo and the other man in the stall is my own father.
"DAD WHAT THE HELL"
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His One True Friend
RomantikShane doesn't know how to tell his straight friend, Rodney, that he has feelings for him. He wants to be with Rodney more than anything and he goes through extreme lengths to make Rodney his.
