"What you don't know cant hurt you"
it's true until you do know and it hurts even more
am i pretty
are my eyes pretty
is my face to fat
am i to fat
do i speak weird
why the fuck did i say that
why am I likethis
i wish i was perfect
i wish i could play perfect
i wish i was confident
why am i like this
I'm lonely
yet I'm surrounded by people
why didnt i get an A on that test
why didnt i study
why did i say that
do they think I'm weird now
they laughed with me or at me
I'm so dumb
I'm so stupid
i wish i could speak my mind
i wish i was smarter
i wish i was prettier
i wish i was her
i wish i didnt feel
i wish i didnt think
no one understands
they think I'm stupid
i dont want to sleep
i dont want to eat
i dont want to go out
i need the approval of others to like myself
i dont even know what others really think of me
they think I'm always happy and i try to be but I'm not and i forgive and forget coz i need them to like myself
I'm dumb
I'm sorry I'm emotional
I'm sorry i cry but its the only why to let it out
i cant breathe I'm trapped
i want to not feel to not cry to not breathe
I'm not scared anymore
u dont understand
cant u see i dont either
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Inside My Head
Misteri / ThrillerThis isn't a story about killers and supernatural. This story is about the monsters that live inside you. The ones you choose to ignore and the ones you choose to hide. Until.. They Break Out.
