Words. They hurt
They're small things that hurt so much
like a paper cut,
stinging a little but last a long time
they're small things that make a big difference
"How can something so small hurt so much"
I don't know but
it stings
even a memory
it hurts
like a punch to the heart
It makes me cry
I smile I laugh
Inside it hurts
I can't show it tho, No I can't
"they'll think I'm sensitive Or weak."
"it's just a joke don't be so sensitive"
I can't help it.I'm sad
I'm scared that when I tell people that they'll think I'm asking for attention.
I'm scared of being judged and being cast out
I can do things perfectly and fail them when I'm being watched.
Because I'm scared to disappoint
That's why I'm here
Typing my feelings out coz I can't bring myself to tell people
When I do tell people
I regret it right after thinking
What did they think
Why did I tell them so casually
Do they think I'm over reacting
Being dramatic
I'm scared
I'm sorryIt hurts.

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Inside My Head
Mystery / ThrillerThis isn't a story about killers and supernatural. This story is about the monsters that live inside you. The ones you choose to ignore and the ones you choose to hide. Until.. They Break Out.