Kleinsen for the needy

The Make-out of 9th

Evan's P.O.V.

     It was a Saturday night and Jared and I are playing video games. I don't even know what we're playing, just that I'm playing it. But recently I've had this weird on and off crush on Jared and I just really want to kiss him for some unknown reason. I had a good excuse. So after Jared died, I had been dead for a while, before he could hit 'play again' I asked him something.

     "Okay, Jared this might sound weird but, uh, I think I might be bi so can we just kiss? Maybe, I mean only if it's okay with you. I just want to see if it will clear anything up." I said looking him in the eyes. 

     "Sure." And at that I leaned in and I kissed him. Something inside me kind of sparked? Like when you light a match. I definitely like Jared. I put my hand on his cheek and he does the same to me. I feel bad that I lied about why this is happening but, at the moment, I am to in shock to care. He tastes really good. Is that a weird thing to say? I don't care. 

     We pull apart for a split second for air but immediately reconnect right after. I have never done this before but all I know is I wish we could keep doing it. I eventually feel guilty and pull away. In a soft tone I respond to whatever just happened with, "Thanks." Jared nods, his face very red. I'm sure mine is too. 

     There is so much I want to say starting with 'can we do that again.' But I don't. I really want to. Like really want to but I can't.  But boy do I want to do that over, and over for like, ever. "So did it  clear anything up." 

     "Definitely bi."

     "Cool. So shall we continue the game?"

     "Yeah let's do that."