A/N I'm a new writer on here so please don't be too critical and if you don't like boyxboy don't bother reading. Under no circumstances do i think luke's gay in real life. This is just what my warped little fangirl mind likes to come up with...
*this is slowly being Edited so if i miss something, please tell me*
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Luke's P.O.V.
Everyone sees how similar we are yet very few people can see how different, least of all him. I was walking along the school corridor with my twin brother Jai. He was chatting to me about the next video we were going to make. We're in a group called the Janoskians, which makes this so much harder to deal with, considering all the fan girls lusting after us and all.
As we turned the corner that's when I saw him, the object of my obsession for the past 3 years. "Ben!" I felt the name ricochet around my head. I turned to see who ever it was that had his name, it was a dark haired boy running along toward the blonde haired boy that i longed to call my own.
"urgh, annoying little kids" said Jai from behind me "always getting in the way and making so much noise" bringing up yet another problem, with me being 16 nearly 17 and Ben being 14 nearly 15 that's two whole years difference that doesn't bother me but some people aren't so lenient ..."they're not that bad" I say back, trying to defend him.
As we walk past he looks up and gives me a cheeky grin, sending me into a spiral of butterflies and panic. I hear him laugh behind me I don't know whether it's to do with me or something one of his friends said and I don't want to know I just want to get out of there as quickly as possible before someone notices the state I'm in.
I spend the rest of my last class sitting next to my friends talking about meaningless stuff and just generally having a laugh. but still, I can't stop thinking about Ben, even thinking about him gives me butterflies and puts a stupid grin on my face. Thank god my friends can't tell because they're too busy laughing at each other.
As the bell rings I jump out of my seat and race the boys out of the door and run straight into Ben. I try to look for an escape route whilst apologising profusely "oh ..er I..so er..sorry" I say, stuttering making an idiot out of myself. "What was that" asks jake (excuse the pun) laughing at me "what" I say trying not to look guilty." That, you were stuttering, you never stutter, you're too cocky for that" he says laughing "not to mention the fact that you're bright red in the face" I blush even harder knowing I've been caught.
I quickly say goodbye to the boys and run out of the school gates past Jai who shouts after me, asking where I'm going. But I carry on running all the way home. When I get there I see Beau in the kitchen with Kaitlyn (Kaitlyn Hoban: she's his girlfriend in this) as I run past him to my room he shouts to me "have you finished editing the new video yet luke? when's it going to be up?" "no, i'll do it now" I quickly reply.
For the rest of the night I shut myself in my room editing the video for the fans and ignoring Jai when he comes in to go to bed. I wait until he's asleep and I've finished the video before uploading it, tweeting to some fans then climbing into bed. I still can't sleep though, there are too many thoughts of Ben floating around my head, eventually I drift off to sleep.
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A/N Obviously Luke is played by Luke etc and for Ben i was thinking of him resembling a young Alex Pettyfer.. I don't know how often i'll upload, but if you like it, i'll try :) dont be a ghost reader! please comment and vote!
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Luke Brooks' Secret {boyxboy fanfic}
FanfictionLuke Brooks is gay, he knows that, he accepts that. But what happens when everyone else finds out? and what about Ben the the gorgeous blonde haired boy that he's been crushing on for years..?